Oh Chute!
Summer was just
starting in California. The promise of sunny weather and temperatures in the
mid 80's prompted Chet to take his friend Steve up on his offer and try skydiving.
It had taken Steve a while to talk Chet into attempting it. Chet, being a
firefighter, was normally not afraid of heights, but jumping out of a plane
with just a parachute wasn’t that appealing to him. Steve finally convinced him
that it was safe and that he had done it hundreds of times and never once had
his chute not opened. Now that he had made up his mind, Chet wanted someone
besides Steve to go with him. A-shift was due to have two days off after the
current shift. He wondered who he could talk into it.
Chet systematically eliminated possible names. He knew Roy wouldn't go. Joanne
probably wouldn't let him anyway. He planned to ask Mike and Marco to go, but
he doubted either of them would. That left just one person who would more than
likely be a willing participant . . .his pigeon. There was ten minutes left
before roll call and Johnny hadn't shown up yet. Roy was in the locker room
getting dressed. Mike and Marco were in
the dayroom getting coffee when Chet wandered into the kitchen.
"Good morning, guys", Chet greeted them.
"Mornin' Chet", Mike and Marco answered in unison. Chet didn’t
answer, He only stared at them.
"Something we can help you with?" Marco questioned feeling
increasingly uncomfortable under Chet's stare.
"Uh, yeah, I was wondering if either of you would like to go skydiving
with me on Friday."
"Forget it, Chet,” Marco scoffed at the idea. “I'm not that crazy.”
"Neither am I," Mike snorted.
"What are you guys? Chicken?”
Chet’s temper reached a full rolling boil. “What's the matter with
skydiving?"
"I'll tell you
what's the matter with skydiving,” Johnny said as he barged breathlessly into
the kitchen with Roy on his heels. “It can get you killed.”
The two paramedics
walked over to the counter to get some coffee before Captain Stanley held roll
call.
"Cutting it a little close as usual, aren't you, Gage?" Chet
retorted, his temper not yet cooled.
Johnny grabbed two
cups and filled them, handing one to Roy.
"Skydiving
can't kill you,” Chet went on. “You have a parachute and jumpsuit on. My friend
Steve has been doing it for years and he said there hasn't been one accident
due to a chute malfunctioning."
"Well good for him and his functioning parachute. It's dangerous. I
wouldn't go skydiving even if you PAID me to do it!" Johnny pointed to
himself for emphasis.
"Oh I get it,” Chet baited. “You're chicken."
"Chicken? I'm not chicken. I'm just being smart. And staying alive
and in one piece."
"I still say
you're a chicken. You’re afraid to do it, aren’t you, Gage?”
"I'm not afraid--"Johnny started back at Chet but was interrupted by
Roy, much to his annoyance.
"Why the sudden interest in skydiving, Chet"? Roy chimed in oblivious
to Johnny's stare, as he tried to stop an out and out war on the topic of the
day.
"I just thought it would be something fun to do on a day off. And I
thought maybe one of you would want to go with me. But I guess I was wrong. You
guys are really something, you know that?" A dejected Chet walked out of
the kitchen.
"Geez, what got him started?" Johnny wondered.
Captain Stanley poked his head into the kitchen.
"Roll call, guys."
# # # # # # #
After chores were doled out, Johnny went in search of Chet before he headed off
to the dorm. He found the Irishman in the latrine on his hands and knees
viciously scrubbing the tile and mumbling, "That's the last time I ever
ask any of them to do something with me. Try to do something different for a
change and they scoff at me!"
Johnny was actually starting to feel a little
sorry for Chet.
"Chet," Johnny called to him quietly. He didn’t want to startle the
fireman and cause him to jump up and hit his head on the sink. When Chet didn’t
respond, Johnny called out again. Each time he got a little louder so he could
be heard over Chet's mumbling and scrubbing.
God, am I a glutton for punishment,
Johnny silently cursed himself.
"Chet!" Johnny finally yelled at him. Chet jumped up and banged his
head on the sink anyway.
"Quit sneaking up on people like that and shouting,” Chet growled at Johnny
while rubbing the back of his head. “What do you want, Gage?”
“I wasn't sneaking
up on you,” Johnny defended himself, already wishing he hadn’t decided to give
into Chet’s desire to skydive. “I called your name three times. So about this
skydiving thing. . .if you still want to go, I’ll go with you.”
"You will?
Really? That's great!" Chet slapped Johnny on the back. "You can meet
me at my place around 8:00, we'll go meet Steve, get in a jump or two, get
something to eat afterwards. We'll have a great time. You'll see. You won't
regret it!"
I already do.
Johnny came back out of the latrine, listening to Chet now whistling as he
worked, only to find Roy standing in the apparatus bay waiting for him.
"Tell me you didn't tell him that you would go." Roy pleaded.
"Yeah, I said I would go", Johnny avoided looking at Roy by averting
his eyes to the floor.
"Why'd you do a stupid thing like that?" Roy's voice raised an
octave.
"Did you want to see him pout like a wounded puppy all day long Roy?” Johnny’s
voice also rose. He had pictured Chet
with puppy dog eyes and stooped shoulders around the station. “That can make
for one miserable shift.”
"Yeah, I guess so," Roy agreed. He wisely didn’t voice how his
partner was usually the one with the puppy dog eyes and stooped shoulders. “But
skydiving?"
"It'll be fine.”
I hope so, junior, Roy silently wished.
# # # # # # #
Friday morning
arrived and Johnny met Chet at his apartment as planned. The men headed for the
small airfield where Chet’s friend Steve was waiting for them.
“This is gonna be great, Gage. . .being up with the birds, all the open space,
the wind blowing in our faces. . .it’s gonna be far out.”
Johnny glanced over at Chet. If it wouldn’t cost me endless harassment for
the rest of my life, I’d back out of this. . .
“Chet, you know it’s
an awful long drop from the plane…you sure you want to do this?”
“Oh, don’t tell me you’re all ready backing out. . .c’mon, John,” Chet shook
his head. “No way I’m gonna change my mind. . .I can’t wait for that thrill of
falling then floating down to the ground.”
“I’m not backing out,” Johnny protested. “I just want you to be sure you
know what you’re getting into. That’s all.”
“You make it sound like you’ve done this before,” Chet said, glancing over at
his passenger.
Johnny didn’t reply and Chet didn’t keep on him for an answer as they had
arrived at the airfield.
# # # # # # #
The two men walked
across the tarmac to where Steve and another man were standing over by a small
propeller plane.
“Hey, Chet,” Steve grinned. “Ready to hit the skies?”
“Yeah, man. I can’t wait. Oh, this is the friend I was telling you about,” Chet
indicated Johnny with a wave of his hand. “This is John Gage…John, this is
Steve and uh. . .”
“Bill,” the other man introduced himself.
Steve reached out and gave Johnny a handshake. “Glad to meet you. Bill here
will be your tandem jumper for today.” He turned his attention to Chet. “I’ll
jump with you.”
“Tandem jumper?” Johnny questioned. “Oh, I don’t need a tandem jumper. I’ve
done this before.”
Chet looked incredulously at the paramedic. “Wait a minute…if you’ve done this
before what was all that about at work the other day? The 'I wouldn’t go
skydiving if you paid me to do it' and 'Skydiving can get you killed?’ No way you’ve
done it before.”
“Yes I have. I did it a lot a few years ago,” Johnny explained. He pulled a
small black covered book from a pocket in his lower pant leg. “See? Here’s a
log of all my jumps I’ve done since I started.”
Johnny handed the
book over to Chet. The stocky fireman opened it and flipped through the pages.
“Well, I’ll be. . .
.Is this for real?”
“Of course it’s for
real, Chet!” Johnny answered irritated. “I hand you proof and you still don’t
trust me. Sheesh! I’ll tell you what, I’ve also watched from above as a friend
of mine got his lines tangled with another jumper and they both were lucky to
survive with a few broken bones when they landed. I’ve only gone enough since
then to stay certified.”
Chet didn’t know what to say. He almost wanted to laugh like Johnny was pulling
one over on him. Steve’s reaction kept Chet silent.
“That’s one thing people need to be careful of. Some things are beyond control,
but steering errors can contribute to that. . .or just jumping too soon after
the other has gone. Or just being careless.”
“Well, how about we go tandem for the first jump, John,” Bill suggested, “then
you can do the second one solo if you feel ready since you’re experienced.”
Johnny shrugged. “Sure.” He had to admit, he was a bit more nervous than he had
anticipated.
# # # # # # #
Once they had gotten up in the small plane, Johnny’s stomach was in knots…he
had forgotten just how much memories of that accident bothered him after not
being up for several months.
Well, all it’ll
take is one good jump and I’ll be okay…just like getting back on a horse after
falling off.
# # # # # # #
The first jump went well. Chet was pale after he finally reached the ground,
but all in all everyone was ready to give another jump a try. After the men got
their parachutes repacked and were able to grab a snack, the pilot took the
four men up for another jump. This time he flew them farther out in a more
secluded area.
While they were getting
into position, Chet decided try his luck at prying into Johnny’s background.
“So, Gage, what made
you decide to take up skydiving anyway?”
Johnny gave Chet a
sly look. He had a feeling his friend still doubted him.
“I wanted to be a
smoke jumper. The program was expanding in early 1970 and I wanted to try it.”
Though Chet himself
had never been interested in that particular form of dangerous fire duty, he
knew a smoke jumper parachuted from a plane into the middle of forest fires in
order to draw a fire line and help fight the fire right in the thick of danger.
“How come you didn’t
want to stay with it?” Chet wondered.
“It wasn’t what I
wanted after all. So I became a rescue man at Station Eight. But I liked
jumping enough to continue it as a hobby.”
Steve had been
listening to Johnny’s explanation. Obviously Chet’s friend had the experience,
but Steve knew he’d feel better if Johnny still had a tandem partner.
“You sure you want to go this one solo, John?” Steve asked.
“Oh, yeah. . .I can handle it,” Johnny said, grinning. “I just had to get that
thrill of the jump in my system again. . .I’m ready.”
The pilot got the plane in position for the men to jump. Bill went first,
Johnny next. Steve and Chet watched from above as the two men dropped. Bill’s
parachute soon opened, but Johnny continued to drop.
“Oh my God, his chute’s not deploying!” Steve yelled.
Chet was in disbelief. Surely this had to be a joke by Johnny. But why would he
risk his life? Gage wasn’t that stupid.
# # # # # # #
Fear and panic swept over Johnny when his parachute failed to deploy at the
correct time. He knew time was of the essence and he fumbled for the second
cord. His reserve chute deployed at what Johnny hoped was in time to ensure a
somewhat safe landing. Vivid memories of Greg and Manny's accident played in
his mind as he drifted farther away from the projected target. His mind raced
as he continued his descent.
Man,
I hope I land okay because I sure don't wanta go like this. All because my
stubborn pride wouldn't let me tell Chet I changed my mind when I picked him up.
# # # # # # #
Chet released the breath he had been holding when the second, smaller chute
appeared. At that moment the plane was rocked by a sudden strong gust of wind.
Clutching the handhold tighter, he watched again in horror as his station mate
was taken farther off course from the drop zone by the unexpected winds.
# # # # # ##
Johnny was swept towards a part of the hills with dense trees and a rocky
surface beneath them. He saw the heavily wooded area looming closer.
Oh God - I'm in trouble.
The
idea of landing in a wooded area scared Johnny - so many hazards. He knew this
landing was going to be rough despite his previous experience and training. Hell,
if I'm lucky I'll only break a few bones. That thought
didn't appeal to him any more than his current situation.
# # # #
# # #
Chet turned to Steve.
"We gotta go after him!”
"Easy, Chet. We can't go after him. That wind is pretty strong. Even if we
did jump, we wouldn't be landing anywhere near John."
"I can't believe this! First he doesn't want to go, but he changes his
mind. Then I find out he's a certified jumper - and now this. It's all my
fault. If I hadn't goaded him into it he'd be at home right now. Aw man, if
anything happens to him I'll never forgive myself."
The pilot, Marty, was trying hard to keep control of the small plane.
"Hey, Marty,” Steve shouted over the wind. “What's going on?"
"Bad storm's brewing. Totally unexpected. We're going to have to go
in."
"No!" shouted Chet. "What about Gage?"
"Sorry, guys. Tower just called. We have to land this puppy. All planes
have been grounded due to unsafe conditions. There's a hell of a storm coming
on."
Chet turned to Steve. "But, Johnny - we gotta help him!"
"Look, Chet, I'm sorry about John. We'll find him, but we can't do it from
here, okay? We know where he was supposed to land and the general direction in
which he was taken off course. We'll get a search party together and look for
him."
"But..."
"I'm sorry. It's the best we can do. If we stay up here and this storm
hits, they'll be looking for us too."
Chet took in a long, slow breath and let it out. "Yeah, Steve, I know. I
understand. It's just..."
"He's your friend. I know it's hard. I've seen it happen before. You've
gotta have faith that he'll be okay. He's an experienced jumper. He'll make
it." Steve had no faith in his own words, how could he expect Chet to
believe it?
"Hey, Marty! Notify the tower that we have one on the ground and another
blown off course from the DZ. We're going to need assistance in retrieving him.
Last we saw he was headed towards the west end of the forest." Steve
turned to Chet. "If you're not the type to pray, now might be a good time
to start."
Chet closed his eyes and sighed heavily. The plane rocked against the winds and
thunder echoed around them.
"Johnny - I'm sorry..."
# # # # # # #
Gage attempted to steer away from the wooded area he was approaching but the winds
were stronger than he anticipated. He was unable to control his descent and he
began to wonder if that old saying was true. Does your life really pass
before your eyes? He was sure he honestly didn't want to find out.
Johnny knew he wasn't ready to depart from this world. There was too much he
still wanted to do and learn. He had friends and a job he wasn't ready to give
up yet.
Get a hold of yourself, Gage. You haven't died yet.
He looked down and realized his nightmare was about to become a reality. The
last thing he remembered was crashing through the canopy of pine trees and the
ground rushing up to meet him. Incredible pain and fear overwhelmed him and
then nothing. . . .
# # # # # # #
The plane couldn't land fast enough for Chet Kelly. He was anxious to find
Johnny.
"Oh
man! I gotta call Cap." he swallowed hard "And Roy. They’re gonna
kill me. Roy was against this from the start. How am I gonna tell them I lost
Gage? What if he’s . . .”
"Chet! Calm down. You need to sit and slow your breathing. Do you want to
hyperventilate? It's going to be all right."
"Is it? Can you guarantee we're gonna find him? Can you guarantee he'll be
alive when we do? Spare me, okay? This never should’ve happened. He didn't want
to do this in the first place. If he dies, it's all my fault!"
"You don't know that’ll happen. Besides, it was most likely a mechanical
failure, and the storm is beyond your control."
"Doesn't matter," responded a very dejected Chet Kelly, his eyes cast
down. "It's all my fault. Nothing you can say will ever change that. When
am I ever gonna learn?"
# # # #
# # #
Chet sat motionless once the plane had landed. He knew he had to get up and
make the phone call; he simply wasn't sure what words he could use to do so.
"Chet?" Steve gently called out. "Hey, man, we're back at the
airport. Let's get going so we can find John."
The short, stocky man looked up and nodded. He stood and followed the
instructor out of the plane and into a small office. Marty, the pilot, was
already there.
"I've got the Forest Rescue Service on the line, Steve," Marty said
while holding the phone in his hand. "I've already given them the
coordinates we had for the planned jump and the direction the wind took Gage
once he did jump. They're gonna get a team together immediately, but now we
just have to see if the weather cooperates."
"What's the forecast?" asked Steve.
"Predicting one that's quick in, quick out. Then again..." responded
Marty.
"Then again?" echoed Chet anxiously. "Then again, what?"
"Nothing, Chet," answered Steve quickly, while motioning the 'cut'
sign to Marty.
"No, I mean it. Are they expecting something?"
"Nothing specific. It's that time of the year, though, Chet. You know the
storms can appear at a moment's notice and be out again just as quickly. All
we're saying is, if the weather cooperates we'll be able to find Gage that much
sooner, that's all," Steve said trying to reassure his client.
One look at Kelly's face and everyone knew the instructor wasn't all that
successful. The man wore his heart on his sleeve at the moment and his worry
was confirmed by the anxious tone of his voice.
"I need to call my shift-mates; I gotta call Roy and let him know."
"Who's Roy?"
"Johnny's partner. They're both paramedics in the department."
"Well, that's something, isn't it?" asked Marty. "I mean having
a paramedic background should help Gage, right?"
"Yeah, sure it will. He'll be able to diagnose himself and know just how
serious his injuries are," retorted Chet, dejectedly.
# # # # # # #
Chet found himself alternately praying for the phone to continue ringing and
then for someone to pick it up. He didn't know what to say. He didn't know how
the words were going to come out of his mouth. Hell, he didn't even know how to
form the words in his head.
"Hello?"
"Shit," Chet muttered.
"Hello? Is someone there?"
"Yeah, Roy. Yeah. . .it’s me.”
"Chet! Hi! So, did you go through with it? And Johnny? Did he go through
with it?"
"Yeah,
we went through with it. We did a tandem jump with our instructors, and then
Johnny did a solo..."
"Solo, already? You're kidding!"
"Did you know he was already certified?" asked Chet, all the while
knowing he was stalling the inevitable.
"He was? News to me. So, how'd he do? Did you jump solo, too? Lemme talk
to him.”
"Roy, he's not here."
Before Roy asked the next obvious question of “Well, where is he?” he hesitated
because of the scant tremor he heard in his colleague's voice. Anyone else
wouldn't have necessarily heard it. The slight waver was barely apparent. But
Roy was the kind of man who spoke less and listened more, and he could tell
something was drastically wrong.
"What's wrong, Chet?"
Chet opened his mouth to speak, but a response refused to come out.
"Oh, geez, Chet, what the hell happened to Johnny?"
Chet felt almost a sense of relief. Roy knew; he didn't have to actually say
the words that would let him know Gage was probably in big trouble.
"He and Bill, one of the instructors, both jumped. Bill's chute deployed
right on time, but Johnny's..."
"Johnny's chute never opened?" Roy filled in the gap.
"Not the main one; the smaller, emergency one opened. But there was this
wind..."
"Wind? Chet, I don't understand. What the hell were you doing jumping out
of an airplane if it was too windy?"
"That's just it, Roy. It wasn't too windy at first; it was beautiful. The
first jump was amazing, even Johnny had to admit that he'd enjoyed it no matter
what kind of lousy experience he'd had in the past."
"What happened to him in the past?" asked Roy who was now both
worried for his best friend and totally confused as to what Chet was referring
to.
"Forget about that for now, okay? Roy, look, there was a squall that came
through real quick-like as Johnny and Bill jumped. When Johnny's chute didn't
deploy at first this wind gust took him way off course. I wanted to go jump
after him, but the pilot said it was a no-go. They've got the rescue service
teaming up right now, but we can't be sure as to exactly where he landed. I'm
gonna get out to the ranger station and join in the ground search."
"Why the hell aren't you searching by air?"
"They will be, eventually, but no one's sure how much help that'll be. He
was heading in the direction of the Ashton Forest State Park."
"Damn it," Roy muttered. "They'll never see through to the
ground. Coverage is too thick."
"I know. Once the winds die down and the pilots get clearance, they'll go
up and see if they spot anything, even if it's just a piece of his parachute.
At least it'll give us place to target," Chet replied.
"It'll take me about fifteen minutes to round up the others, and then
about another hour to drive out to Ashton. You gonna wait for me?"
"Do ya want me to?" asked Chet.
Roy knew there were two ways to interpret Chet's question. The first was his
way of asking him if he shouldn't just get right into the thick of the search
as quickly as possible in order to find Johnny.
The second was Chet's way of asking if Roy didn't mind working with the man who
got his partner into that mess in the first place. The paramedic instinctively
knew which meaning Chet's tentative question held.
"Chet, yes. I want you to wait for us. We’re a team, aren’t we?”
"Yeah, you’re right. We are."
# # # # # # #
The four shift-mates made record time in getting to the Ashton Forest State
Park where they found Chet pacing the perimeter of the small, indoor reception
area.
"Chet, any word?" Roy called out.
"Roy!" Chet returned the greeting in kind, and then turned to the
other men. "Hey, guys. Boy, am I glad you're all here. I've been going
crazy waiting."
"Okay, now that we are here, what can we do?" asked Hank,
taking control of the situation.
"I'll let Greg Jackson know you're here. He's the area rescue coordinator
and can fill us in on what the conditions are and which area to take,"
informed Chet.
The men nodded and waited for Ranger Jackson to return with Chet. Moments later
a tall, gangly man appeared who very much reminded the firemen of their missing
friend. The Ranger extended his hand to one and all and having exchanged names
and greetings thanked them for getting there as quickly as they did.
"Well, to be honest, I think if a cop had stopped me, I would have been
hard pressed to be able to talk my way out of a speeding ticket," admitted
Roy. “Just tell us where we should start searching and we'll be on our
way."
"I understand you're all anxious to get out there, but we need to plan
this to the best of our ability so we don't end up having to look for you
guys," responded Jackson.
"It's not like we haven't had experience in search and rescue,
Ranger," remarked Hank.
"Oh, Captain, forgive me. I wasn't questioning your ability; in fact, I'm
grateful you're here. If it weren't for the fact that you were with the fire
department, you wouldn't make it out of the front door. Hell, you probably
wouldn't have even made it through the front door in the first place. The last
thing we need or your friend needs are amateurs taking part in a search and
rescue of this nature."
Hank nodded to acknowledge that the air was cleared, and invited Jackson to
continue.
"Okay, we've got seven search parties out there so far; your group will
make number eight. If we haven't found him by morning, we'll increase it to
ten." Upon seeing the expressions on the group’s faces turn from worry to horror,
Jackson immediately added, "But that's not to say I'm not confident that
we won't find him tonight. But it is getting dark, and the area that we've
projected him to have landed in is so damned dense..."
The men worked to regain control of their anxiety and encouraged the ranger to
continue explaining the plan of action.
"Okay, we've got Rescue Groups Alpha and Beta searching the southern most
tip of the outlined area. Groups Candlestick and Dogma are by the eastern side
while Groups Exodus and Freedom are on the northern tip. You guys are going to
join Rescue Group Gladiator to check out the western edge.
"Now, in terms of distance, you're all going to be relatively close to one
another. It's probably no more than a difference of a few miles between all of
you,” explained Ranger Jackson. “But like I said, the forest is so dense in
that area, that if you don't have the manpower to cover the ground in a
thorough search, well, if your guy is injured there's a good chance a search
party that's too spread out would miss him."
"Well,
okay. Let's get going!" demanded Chet.
The others
looked just as eager to move forward with the search.
"Hold on," cried out Jackson. The others stopped in their tracks.
"You need to be equipped, gentlemen."
"We've got rescue gear out in our pickup; we figured we'd be better off
bringing rope and climbing gear, just in case. We also packed up a pretty
decent first aid kit," said Roy, adding more to himself than anyone else,
"...wish we had the squad up here."
"The squad?" echoed Jackson.
"Roy's a paramedic with the department. The squad is equipped for medical
emergencies."
"Well," Jackson replied nodding his understanding, "hopefully
there won't be any need for anything that drastic."
The guys stood there and couldn't help but break into wry smiles.
"What?" asked Jackson curiously.
"You've never met Johnny," murmured Chet in response, to which
everyone nodded in mutual agreement.
"C'mon, guys, let's get our gear and then head out to our section,"
Captain Stanley said.
"Wait, two more pieces of business before you go," said Jackson.
"Number one, don't lose this," he said as he tossed over the forest
service version of a handy-talkie.
"Okay, what's the second?" asked the Captain.
"What's your handle? Every group has an identifiable name in order of the
alphabet; we're up to the letter 'H'. What's yours going to be?"
"H?" asked Chet, scratching his head.
"I got it," Roy said quietly. "Homecoming. We're Group
Homecoming."
They set out quickly to make it so.
# # # # #
# #
Johnny woke to find himself face down on the
ground with the worst headache he'd ever had in his life. His left arm, pinned
beneath him, throbbed painfully, he was wet and cold and he had a mouthful of
something gritty. Dirt, he decided, as he raised his head and spat several
times. Dirt and. . .dead leaves. Where the hell was he? Lifting his head
cautiously he took in his surroundings. He saw dim light filtering through a
canopy of towering trees, thick underbrush dripping with rainwater and rocky, uneven
terrain stretching out as far as the eye could see. The forest. But what
forest? And how did he get here?
He
raised a hand to his aching head and was surprised to find that he was wearing
a helmet and goggles. There's
no fire around here. I don't need this stuff, were Johnny's jumbled thoughts as he pulled the head gear off with
his good hand.
Johnny shook his head, trying to clear his fuzzy brain. A bad idea, he soon
discovered as his skull exploded in pain and his stomach roiled before
revolting entirely. He retched and vomited repeatedly almost falling face first
in the mess he made. Groaning, he managed to drag himself backwards a few feet
before collapsing in an untidy heap on the muddy ground.
When the pain and nausea had receded to manageable levels, he tried to get off
the ground, pushing himself up with shaking arms. Another bad idea. Pain
screamed up his left arm and only then did he see the unnatural angle of his
wrist. Broken, he noted, and broken badly. Shit. He lay there, panting, his
wrist and head throbbing in time with his pounding heart. Slowly he became
aware of a whole host of aches and pains. His back, his knees, his left
shoulder all hurt … none of them as badly as his wrist … probably minor sprains
or bruises, but he was definitely feeling the injuries.
He wondered if anyone knew where he was. Would he be missed? Would they know
where to look if he was? He honestly didn't know.
"Can't sit here all day wondering about it," he muttered to himself.
There was a light rain falling but both the ground beneath him and the clothes
he wore were thoroughly saturated, indicating that the storm had once been much
worse. The wet clothing was slowing leeching the heat from his body and based
on the angle of the light coming through the trees it was already early
evening. God only knew how long he'd been lying there unconscious. He needed to
find help, or at least some sort of shelter, before dark. But first, he had to
get himself on his feet and at the moment it seemed like an insurmountable
task.
Small steps, Gage counseled himself, one thing at a time. First he'd try to sit
up. He attempted to roll over but there was something bulky strapped to his
back that stopped him. His SCBA? No, whatever it was, it was too soft to be an
air tank. A backpack maybe? Was he camping? Was that why he was in the woods?
He fumbled behind his back and his fingers closed over a fistful of fabric.
Dragging a swath of it around into his line of sight he realized it was
parachute silk. What the hell?
Johnny rubbed his eyes with a shaking hand, desperately trying to make sense of
the situation. He was injured, alone and lost in the forest in the middle of a
storm with the tattered remains of a parachute strapped to his back. And he had
absolutely no idea how he'd gotten there.
But now wasn't the time to think about that, he reminded himself. Get off your
ass, Gage, and get moving. Still it was nearly an hour until he was ready to go
in search of help. Getting himself untangled from the parachute had been slow going
because of his broken wrist. Fashioning a split for the wrist out of a couple
of sturdy branches and torn strips of silk took even longer. He was just
thankful that parts of the parachute were badly shredded or he'd never have
been able to tear the strips off using only his teeth and his uninjured right
hand. He bundled up the rest of the parachute as best he could and strapped it
to his back. The sheer fabric wouldn't provide much protection if he had to
spend the night in the woods, but it would be better than nothing.
Finally he was on his feet, albeit a bit unsteadily, and ready to go. There was
just one problem. Which way should he go? Turning a slow circle he looked again
for any sign of civilization. A hiking trail, an old campsite, anything. But
there was nothing, nothing but trees and rocks and dripping foliage. Finally,
he decided to head west, because walking into the setting sun would make the
light last longer. Taking a deep breath, he tightened his grip on the thick
branch he'd found to use as a walking stick, and headed deeper into the trees.
Little did he know that he was on the far western edge of the search area and
heading away from the men who'd been combing the woods for him for hours.
# # # # # # #
“Johnny!” Roy called
out, his hands cupped around his mouth. “Johnny!”
The men were disappointed when no reply came. They had been searching for well
over an hour now and darkness was fast approaching. They were all grateful that
they didn’t have to pull duty again till the day after the next, which allowed
for another full day of helping in the search for their wayward shift-mate in
the event they didn’t find him soon.
Marco looked down at his damp hiking boots. “I hope Johnny’s shoes are water
proof. This ground is pretty damp.”
All eyes fell on Chet for an answer.
“What?” Chet eyes scanned over each face in the group one by one. “Look, I
talked him into taking the jump. I’m not responsible for what he was wearing.”
Roy looked over Kelly in his long-sleeved shirt and jeans. “Chet, Johnny’s been
out in the elements here. Just how is he dressed?”
“Don’t worry,” Chet assured as Roy
scrutinized his attire. “He had on his jumpsuit, helmet, goggles, and boots. .
.the whole deal. I changed outta my stuff
while I was waiting for you to get here.”
“I’d feel a lot better if he hadn’t been out in a downpour,” Captain Stanley
interjected, his hands on his hips as he surveyed the forest ahead of them.
# # # # # ##
Cap and the rest of
the crew were quite frustrated when the search coordinator paged out to all the
teams that it was time to return to the base camp. Roy, in particular, was not
happy at all. He didn't want to leave without his partner, or at least some
sign that they were on the right track.
Chet was miserable. He kept catching looks from the other guys as if this were
all 'his' fault. Deep down he knew he was responsible and felt terrible about
it. Chet Kelly was not going to let the stares get to him and he certainly
wasn't going to let them know his true feelings about his pigeon.
Hank walked over to DeSoto. "Roy, we really have to be going now. If we
don't obey orders, they won't let us come back out tomorrow." he paused
and exhaled slowly. "I'm worried about him too."
Roy looked his captain in the eyes, "I know. I just wish this was all
over. Better yet, I wish this had never happened. I just knew something
bad was going to happen, but my perpetually optimistic partner says, 'Don't
worry.' We don't even know if he's alive," Roy's emotions threatened to
rise to the surface. "This rain won’t help matters. It’s cold and if he’s
unconscious. . .well, pneumonia could set in fast. Damn!”
Hank was taken aback by his senior medic's outburst. It wasn't in Roy DeSoto's
nature to swear. "I know, pal. I know. C'mon, let's get a move on. We'll
be back out at first light. I'm sure we'll find him tomorrow."
"I just hope it isn't too late," added Roy.
# # # # # # #
The dejected firefighters followed orders and headed back to the base camp.
After a late dinner, a meeting was held to discuss the order of business for
the next day's search effort. It was strongly suggested that all those going
out at first light get a good night's sleep.
Ranger Jackson approached the worried firefighters. "I understand how hard
this must be for you. Believe me, I know from personal experience. We'll get
more accomplished tomorrow when we have daylight on our side. I'm confident
we'll find him tomorrow. We made good progress, despite the rapidly diminishing
day hours. Get some rest, okay? I'll see you in the morning."
"Thanks Ranger. We'll do that. Morning won't come soon enough,"
replied Hank.
"I hear you," added the ranger before leaving the sullen group.
"Roy?"
"Yeah, Cap?"
"You all right?"
"No, no I'm not. I'm worried and..." his voice trailed off and each
man knew what he would have said if he could have finished his thought.
"We are too," said Mike Stoker, placing a reassuring hand on Roy's
shoulder. Marco and Chet agreed. The weary men settled down for what they knew
was going to be a sleepless night as their worries made the task next to
impossible.
# # # # # # #
Johnny opened his eyes and couldn't see anything. It took a few moments to
clear his foggy brain and to realize that it was now night.
"Oh man. I can't believe this. I just sat down for a minute! I swear it
was only a minute and the sun was still out." He drew in a painful breath.
His head ached along with his back and shoulder. He felt the uncontrollable
urge to shiver. "I'm freezing and my wrist hurts like hell. I guess I won't
be going anywhere ‘til morning. It's too dark. Wish I had a flashlight or
better yet, some matches. A campfire sure would feel great right now."
He patted the pockets of the still damp nylon jumpsuit. Nothing. He still had
no idea why he was dressed like this or where he was. He also wondered why he
had gotten wet and was in the woods at night without camping gear.
Johnny sighed and shifted his weight a bit. Everything hurt. A breeze picked up
and he shivered again. A small amount of moonlight filtered through the trees.
He could see no suitable shelter nearby and knew he had to find a way to keep
warm. Shifting again, he felt the pressure of the pack strapped to his back. He
had a hard time getting it loose with one good hand. Inside the pack were the
remains of the parachute. He wrapped the silk fabric around himself as much as
he could and settled back down on the ground. He managed to slowly pull
together a pile of pine needles to sit on. It would afford some protection from
the cold, damp ground.
Gage leaned back gingerly against the tree trunk, careful not to put too much
pressure on his left shoulder. His paramedic training told him he should stay
awake, but his exhaustion overwhelmed him.
# # # # # # #
Several hours later Johnny awoke with a start. He pulled the parachute fabric
closer to him and tried to go back to sleep. His wrist was throbbing again and
he was still cold. Without realizing it, he was once again unconscious, as he
slumped against the tree.
# # # # # # #
The early morning light hurt Johnny’s eyes when he opened them. He debated
whether to stay put or move on. He thought about it and knew he didn't have the
energy to continue. "Maybe if I can get out from under these trees I can
warm up in the sun."
The paramedic steeled himself for the agony of getting to his feet. Pain
exploded all over his body and he nearly lost consciousness again. Panting from
the exertion and pain, he managed to stand up and take a few steps, dragging
the tattered chute behind him. The process of moving was a chore, despite his
makeshift crutch. It took a while, but Johnny finally made it to a small
clearing. He sat tiredly on a large boulder and let the bright morning sun
begin to warm him.
Johnny brooded as he thought about his predicament.
"Roy - where
are you? Where am I? God, please, somebody help me," he quietly lamented.
He closed his eyes and lay back on the hard smooth surface. John Gage was once
again unconscious in no time.
# # # # # # #
Roy slowly opened his eyes. He saw the light
filtering in and jumped out of bed. His actions did not go unnoticed. As soon
as he was up, the rest of 51 got out of bed. Chet practically bounced out; he
could hardly contain his eagerness to get on the move. Captain Stanley looked
between Roy and Chet. He couldn't tell who looked more anxious to get going.
Roy actually started pacing while waiting for the rest of the search group to
get up so they could get started while Chet sat nervously with his leg bouncing
up and down while he checked his watch.
"Will you two please calm down?" Captain Stanley finally had enough.
"It's only five o’clock in the morning."
"Calm down? Calm down? Cap, Johnny's been out there all night alone
while we had a roof over our heads. He's probably soaked by now and sick from
the cold. Add to that injured, and God only knows what all is wrong with him
and it's all my fault!" Chet beat Roy to the punch right down to who was
taking blame for what happened.
Roy could only stare open-mouthed at Chet. He never realized that Chet would be
so concerned about Johnny with the way they were always on each other’s nerves.
He had to smile because Chet had said exactly what Roy would have. But Chet’s
remarks were more like a Johnny whine, whereas Roy would have been a little more
controlled.
"Chet, we can't do anything until the rest of the group gets here anyway,
so why don't we get something to eat. We're going to need the energy if we're
going to be out all day searching," Captain Stanley tried to reason.
Marco squeezed Chet's shoulder fully understanding why Chet wanted to get going
and why Captain Stanley insisted they eat first. "He's right, Chet,"
Marco hoped to calm Chet down before he said something he was going to regret.
But Chet shook off Marco's attempt. "Eat! Eat!" Chet continued to
rant. "How can we eat when Johnny hasn’t had anything to eat or
drink?" Chet's guilt was taking over now.
"Look, either get something to eat and drink, or I'm pulling you off the
rescue.” Stanley got nose to nose with the Irishman. “We can't afford to have
you passing out on the way, and losing time and manpower to haul you back here.
It's gonna take enough time as it is just to find Johnny since the area is so
thick."
"OK, fine! I'll get something to eat,” Chet finally gave in although he
was fuming inside thinking about the time they were wasting now when they could
be on their way.
"DeSoto, have you been giving him guilt lessons?" Mike afforded a
chuckle at Roy as the senior paramedic stood watching the verbal spars between
Chet and Cap. Roy marveled that he didn't have to say a word because Chet was
saying everything that he wanted to.
Now if we can just get a move on,
Roy thought.
"We're wasting precious time waiting and
Johnny's golden hour is long gone."
At 7:15 everyone was once again assembled waiting for last minute instructions
from Ranger Jackson.
#
# # # # # #
Johnny opened his
eyes to slits as he felt a wetness hitting him. Trying to reorient himself to
where he was and why, he glanced around, barely moving his head. He was
outdoors somewhere. But why? Had he been camping? And where'd the sun go?
Wasn't it just out not too long before? As he carefully eased his achy body to
a sitting position, he saw he was in a nylon jumpsuit.
Oh yeah.
He knew he’d been over the same thoughts before. Apparently he hadn’t figured
anything out then either.
The drops that had been hitting him now came down faster and with more force,
causing the paramedic to get soaked as they landed on his suit. Slipping in the
wet grass as he got to his feet, Johnny slowly made his way back under one of
the big trees using his walking stick. He leaned against the trunk, his head
throbbing and his swollen wrist hurting.
I’ve gotta get help…can’t stay out here forever.
Johnny decided to try traveling along under the cover of the trees again. He
could use one to lean on to rest if he needed to, and it was a lot less wet
than being out in the open. At least for now. He involuntarily shivered as he
felt a cool breeze on his already damp again clothing.
Since he had been heading west in an effort to keep the light longer the night
before, Johnny continued that direction, hoping to run into civilization of
some sort soon.
# # # # # # #
The crew traveled along as the rain came down harder, the drops splattering off
their rain gear. Luckily no lightning accompanied the storm. No one wanted to
think of himself or Johnny being in danger of a lightning strike or a forest
fire caused by one. But the weather had slowed the search.
“Cap, Johnny’s out there with no rain gear,” Chet reminded, his brow furrowed
in worry.
“Look, Kelly, I know you’re worried about John…we all are. We’re moving as fast
as we can under the circumstances. I’m sure every group searching is.”
Chet nodded, his eyes downcast. Roy shook his head at the curly haired fireman.
He was willing to bet Chet wouldn't talk Johnny into going on a daring
adventure ever again.
#
# # # # # #
While Chet was mentally beating himself up, the
rest of 51's crew was busy making plans on how to deal with the newly developed
fog. Rain they could handle, but the fog was certainly making things more
challenging. Noticing that the guys were preoccupied, Chet wandered away from
the group and found a mossy boulder to sit on. A chill ran up his spine and he
closed his eyes. He wondered, Where are you, Gage?
When he opened his eyes he jumped up like something bit him and started
shouting. "Guys! C'mere - quick!"
"What is it Chet?" asked Hank, while the rest of the crew jogged over
to them.
"Look!" he excitedly pointed to a parachutist helmet.
Hank shook his head, "I know you want to find him, but how can you be sure
it's John's?"
Still bouncing with excitement he replied, "On the back there should be a
label with the name and address of the rental shop where we got the gear from.
We went to Bruno's Bait Barn." Sure enough that was what Captain Stanley
made out on the back of the wet, dirty helmet.
"Bruno's Bait Barn?" Queried a confused and suspicious Marco.
"Now I've heard everything!"
"Bruno's an old friend. He rents and sells all kinds of sports equipment.
You name it, he's got it from skis and saddles to reels and bait."
Roy shook his head and bent to retrieve the upside-down helmet. He drew in a
sharp breath when he saw the large dent in it.
"Bruno's not gonna like that," remarked Chet without thinking. A
harsh look from the rest of the crew shut him up.
"I don't care what Bruno likes or dislikes! Do you realize this
means Johnny is wandering around out here somewhere with a head injury? God
knows what other injuries he may have as well. We need to find him quick."
DeSoto stalked off from the group to try and regain some control.
Hank spoke up, "Well at least we know we're on the right track. He was
here and we know he's injured. He can't have gotten far." The lanky man
paused before continuing, "Then again, one can never be sure with John
Gage. I suppose we should let them know we're on the right track."
All eyes were drawn to Hank. He could read their thoughts. "It's proper
procedure. That doesn't mean I like it any better than you do."
"Why don't we wait before we report what we found - at least until we can
get more of a chance to look for Johnny ourselves?" offered Stoker.
"Mike, I'm surprised at you." Hank Stanley looked at his usually
'by-the-book' engineer and the others. "I suppose you all feel this
way?" Their faces said it all; they wanted to be the ones to find John.
"Well, I do too. Okay? But I still have to call it in." He held up a
hand to stifle the growing protest. "I didn't say we had to wait for them.
Just that we had to notify them. We just might need some help." This
seemed to satisfy his men.
Roy was now standing at the edge of the trees, clutching the helmet in his
hands. "The rain is bad enough, but this fog is making things
impossible."
"Be patient, Roy. You know as well as I do that rain and fog are common
place at this time of year. Fortunately these storms seem to leave as quickly
as they arrive," Hank replied. He wished he could say something to ease
his senior medic's fears.
"I’m anxious to find him, Cap.”
"I know, Roy. We all are." He placed a comforting hand on Roy's
shoulder before turning to join the others.
# # # # # # #
Gage hadn't gone far when he had to stop and rest. It was getting increasingly
harder to move on. He felt lousy and wondered if his headache would ever go
away.
Sitting carefully on a fallen tree, he realized he might never find help. He
stared out at the rain and fog while all manner of questions invaded his still
fuzzy brain. The entire situation, compounded by his injuries, had him
thoroughly depressed.
Maybe I should just stay here for a while. I have no idea how long I've been
out here. Surely someone is looking for me by now. Roy wouldn't leave me
here...would he? Man, I'd kill for a couple of aspirin right now. Hell, I
wouldn't even mind being at Rampart. Gage, you're losing it!
# # # # # # #
The rain ended and the sun tried to shine through the dense fog, giving it an
eerie glow. Chet, in a rush to find his missing comrade, picked up the pace.
"All right, let's go, guys! Time's a wastin'."
"Slow down, Chet. Take it easy. Running off half-cocked can do more harm
than good," reminded Hank. "We need to keep our wits about us. John's
an experienced rescue man and camper, but he does have a head injury. He may
not be thinking clearly so we need to keep a sharp look out. Let's not waste
any time, but we can't afford to leave our good judgment behind either."
"Cap?"
"Yeah, Mike?"
"What if we split up into two groups? We might be able to cover more
ground that way."
"I don't know if we should do that. We only have one H.T. How would we
know if the other group finds him?"
"Maybe we can split up, but not go too far apart. You know, kind of fan
out. We would all keep within sight of the next man."
"That might work. It's worth a try. What do you all think?"
The entire crew was willing to try. The group spread out and started combing
the area for another sign of Gage. After an hour they had yet to find him.
"Where could he be?" asked a bewildered and frustrated DeSoto.
"Let's take a short break and then pick up where we left off. We couldn't
have missed him, could we?" wondered Hank Stanley.
"I doubt it," said Roy.
Chet wasn't interested in a break and snuck away on his own hoping he'd find
Gage. It was about thirty minutes before Hank realized Kelly was not with them.
"Chet? Have you guys seen Chet? Chet! Where are you?" When he got no
answer he swore to himself. He was as tired and frustrated as the rest and this
was more than he could take.
"Cap?" asked Marco.
"Where'd Chet go? He better not have gone out on his own. I know he feels
bad, but we don't need him lost out here, too."
Roy shook his head disgustedly. He couldn't believe that Chet would do this, then
again... "When we find him, I'm gonna kill him."
"Sorry, Roy. I get him first," replied Hank. They spread out again to
look for Chet, as well as Johnny.
A short time later, a slightly panicked shout from Marco brought the rest of
the crew running. There, at the bottom of a steep hillside and barely visible
in the fog, was Chet. He was holding his ankle and muttering to himself.
"Chet! Are you okay?" Marco called out.
"Aww...man. Marco, I think it's broken. It hurts like the devil."
Hank's worry and fear turned to anger then back to worry again very quickly.
"How are we going to get him up here? Damn! We need to locate John and now
this. I just can't believe this."
Mike, Roy and Marco exchanged surprised glances at their captain's words. Mike
gathered their meager equipment together and they formulated a plan to 'rescue'
Chet. It was decided that Roy would have to go down and splint Chet's ankle
before they could bring him up.
Roy was less than pleased and couldn't wait to have it out with his shift-mate.
While applying the splint he had words with Chet.
"I'm sorry Roy, really. I was hoping to find him and surprise you all. I
feel so awful about this whole situation. Now I've made it worse. I can only
imagine how Johnny feels right now. I was beginning to think you'd never find
me."
A sudden pang of guilt washed over Roy when he realized Chet was sincere. They
struggled to the top and Hank was forced to call for assistance in getting Chet
back to the base camp.
"Is it broken?" Hank asked his senior paramedic.
"I don't think so, but he can't walk on it. We need to find Johnny and we
have to report to work tomorrow. What are we gonna do?"
"We'll wait for help to come and take Chet
back to the base camp and then we'll resume our search for Johnny," Captain
Stanley sighed and looked at his watch realizing precious minutes were ticking
away in their attempt to find Johnny. The rain, fog and Chet's ankle were just
a few of the incidents holding them up. Now with the let-up of the rain, at
least they could continue their search once Chet was taken care of. The sun
looked like it was still trying to come out, but with the denseness of the
forest, it was not penetrating enough to erase the fog. The fog just seemed to
intensify with the last rainfall.
A couple of helpers found their way to where 51 was waiting for them. They
loaded Chet into the stokes and turned to head back.
"Wait a minute, guys", Chet reached up and grabbed one the guy's
arms.
"Cap, I'm really sorry about this. If. . . when you find Johnny, will you
call the base camp and let me know? I'll go nuts waiting there not knowing
what's going on."
"Sure, Chet, but you know, if you hadn't wandered off by yourself, you'd
still be with us searching instead of helping Gage put gray hairs on my head,"
Captain Stanley gently reprimanded him.
"I know. Thanks, Cap," Chet eased back down on the stokes, completely
dejected.
"Okay, guys, take him back. Roy, Mike, Marco, let's go. We'll fan out but
not too far since this fog is still too thick to see through. It will be slow
going, but we don't want to miss any sign that he's come this way,"
Stanley stated as he headed out.
# # # # # # #
Johnny wandered around for a while. He was getting tired, his head hurt and it
was getting harder to see. He was cold even though it was getting warmer if not
sunnier.
If only the sun could get through and burn this
fog off so I could at least see where I'm going.
He sighed in frustration as he realized he was getting
nowhere fast. He continued on not knowing which direction he was headed. The
paramedic took a couple of more steps forward not realizing there was a drop in
front of him. He plunged down off the edge. Part of the parachute Johnny had
left on him ripped, snagged by some of the small branches sticking out of the
prickly bushes leaving the only visible sign that Johnny had been there. He
landed awkwardly on his back, wedged in a water run-off crevice. Upon landing,
Johnny hit his head on a smooth-faced rock that protruded from the prison he
was now held in. The fall happened so fast that he didn't even have time to
yell.
# # # # # # #
The guys were getting frustrated. They'd been traveling all morning with no
other signs that Johnny had gone the way they were headed. It was getting
sticky in the forest, the bugs were biting and the guys were miserable. They
marched on in silence, Roy deep in thought about Chet and his hair-brained
ideas and big-hearted Johnny falling for it again. Every once in a while
someone would slap his own neck as he got bitten, but they continued, thankful
now that the fog was slowly lifting.
"Hold up, guys," Captain Stanley called out to the others. They came
together to hear what he had in mind.
"The fog seems to be lifting. It might make it easier to see something
that could lead us to believe that Johnny actually came this way. We'll fan out
once more but we're only going for another hour and then we'll have to turn
back and report in," Stanley reluctantly looked over at the guys,
especially Roy, and could see the worry, pain and despair etched in his face.
"Cap, we can't turn back, not until we find Johnny. He'll never survive
another night out here alone if he's hurt. He's already been without treatment
too long as it is," Roy pleaded.
"Roy, I know how you feel, but we’ll have to turn back before very long
since we do have to report for work tomorrow. That's just the way things are,
pal," Stanley put his hand on Roy's shoulder in sympathy.
They fanned out once more and trudged on. The sun was now shining and making it
through the thick forest wall casting glows on the forest floor. They had gone
on for another half hour when Roy cried out excitedly, "Hey! Guys! Come
quick. I think I found something!”
# # # # # # #
Walking
over near the ledge, Roy could see the very tattered remains of a parachute
tangled among the weeds and rocks. The end of it disappeared over the ledge of
the ground.
Roy put up his hand to stop the others as they rushed over.
"We don't know how strong this ledge is."
"Well, by all means, let's get a rope on you, pal," Captain Stanley
insisted. "Just in case it gives."
Roy walked back over to where the others were. He knew Cap was right. He didn't
need to put himself at an unnecessary risk. After all, Chet had done that very
thing earlier and had slowed down the rescue efforts. That reason, and the fact
Joanne would most likely want to kill him if the fall didn't first, were enough
to keep Roy thinking logically.
Once the rope was tied to Roy in a harness fashion, he got closer to the ledge
and looked over.
There, not too far below, was Johnny. He was lying in a crevice, water running
through it. His head rested on a rock edge and he appeared to be unconscious.
Roy figured if Johnny moved his head at all, he most likely would drown. Roy
looked back at the others.
"It's Johnny! Cap, we're gonna need a stokes!"
Everyone breathed a sigh of relief at finding Gage. They were well aware he
wasn't out of danger yet. In fact they really had to hope he was still alive.
But just the feeling of knowing where he was had been a tremendous load lifted
off the shoulders of the men.
Captain Stanley radioed for the other crew of searchers to bring a stokes in
with them. Everyone involved in the search was to meet at this site and do what
they could in the rescue efforts.
With Marco and Mike holding his line that was also wrapped around a tree trunk,
Roy went over the side to make sure first that Johnny was still alive and
second, if he was, to do whatever he could for his partner until the stokes and
more help arrived. If nothing else, he could at least keep Johnny's head above
the water.
# # # #
# # #
Roy's
mind raced with all the possibilities of what he might face when he finally
reached his partner while the guys lowered him into the drainage ditch. The
going was slow and the rain soaked earth threatened many times to claim him for
its own. He was quite muddy by the time he reached bottom.
Immediately he was at John's side wishing he had the squad's equipment at his
disposal. Roy was thankful that his partner was still alive, feeling a weak
carotid pulse and noting his shallow breathing. A quick 'thumb's up' to Stanley
let the rest of the crew know that the worst possible scenario hadn’t come to
pass. . .or at least not yet.
His concern grew when he noticed that the run-off was not slowing down. In fact
it seemed to be coming a bit faster. The cold water sent a chill up his spine
and he knew they didn't have much time.
The first thing he did was cut loose the remains of the parachute with his
knife. Then he sliced through the nylon straps of the harness. Roy felt a small
amount of satisfaction as he watched some of the nylon fabric and cording drift
away in the water. His normally animated partner was too still for his liking
and he commenced the secondary survey. This was made difficult by the way
Johnny had landed in the ditch and he knew that would also affect his
extrication.
He was concerned that his partner's left wrist was fractured and there was also
some swelling in the area of his left collarbone. The fact that he had
sustained a serious head injury was complicated by the very real possibility
that he had already suffered a second head injury when he landed. The dented
helmet was prominent in his thoughts.
DeSoto glanced up towards Captain Stanley and several of the men who had
arrived with the crew that took Chet to the ranger station. Hank shook his
head, indicating they still had to wait for the stokes and the rest of the
crew.
Roy again looked at his silent friend. "You really know how to make things
difficult for me, don't you, junior?" He would have given anything to hear
his best friend answer with some lame excuse or a flash of his crooked grin. He
sighed wearily and another shiver went up his spine. If he was this cold
already, he knew Johnny had to be freezing. Hypothermia was almost a certainty
at this point.
"Hey, Cap!" shouted DeSoto.
"Yeah, Roy?"
"When they get here with the equipment I'm gonna need a c-collar, a
splint, something for a sling and some sand bags."
"Will do, Roy. They should be here soon."
"Good. This run-off isn't slowing down and I'd like to get him out of here
before it gets much deeper. It's pretty tight quarters down here. I won't be
able to get him in the stokes by myself."
"You want me to send someone down now or wait for the stokes?"
"It's best to wait. Like I said, there's not much room down here."
DeSoto turned his attention back to Johnny. The water had risen a little more
and was getting closer to his face. He wanted to prop his partner's head up but
had no idea if he was dealing with a serious neck and spinal injury yet. He
scanned the muddy walls surrounding him and found a piece of bark that was
about a foot wide by a foot long. He used it as a barrier to prevent the water
from rushing up over Johnny's face. It worked, deflecting the water enough to
buy them a little more time.
Looking up for a sign that help had arrived, he was overcome by another shiver.
# # # # # # #
Hank keyed the H.T. and sought an answer about the arrival of the equipment and
supplies. He was told it would be another ten minutes. The only decent path to
their location was slippery from the previous rains and it was taking longer
than anticipated to trek through the mud.
"10-4," he replied. He understood their dilemma, but he was also
anxious to get Gage back up here and to a hospital. Hank sighed and rubbed his
hands over his face in frustration.
"Cap?" asked Mike.
"Yeah, Mike?"
"You okay?"
"Yeah, I’m fine. Just tired of being forced to wait due to this lousy
weather. John needs help yesterday and this weather is only slowing everything
down more."
Marco nodded his agreement. "We all feel pretty helpless, Cap. Johnny
needs to be at Rampart, but there’s not much we can do about that at the
moment. Roy’s with him. He’ll be okay.”
"I
better let Roy know that it's gonna be a little longer." Stanley leaned
toward the ledge and hollered down to break the news to his senior paramedic.
He could tell that the man was less than pleased.
# # # # # # #
What seemed like hours was in reality only a few minutes. Roy had been trying
hard to keep his partner's head above the rising water. His makeshift barrier
was no longer useful. Every movement worried him that his friend was suffering
more needless trauma than necessary. The longer he had to wait the harder it
was to remain calm.
Finally the ranger and his crew arrived with the equipment. Greg Jackson
assessed the situation and chose one of the slimmest men in his group.
"Randy, I'm gonna need you to go down and help - " he looked at Hank
Stanley for input.
"DeSoto," Hank supplied.
"Thanks. Help DeSoto prep and move the victim." He saw the rest of
Hank's men cringe at the use of the word 'victim' in reference to their fallen
friend. "He's a paramedic so he knows how best to move and treat the
vic-," he paused," his crewmate. Follow his lead and be careful. When
you have -" he again looked to Hank, not wanting to refer to the injured
man as 'victim' again.
Gratefully Hank answered, "Gage."
"When Gage is ready, let us know. We'll haul him up first, then DeSoto,
and then you. It's going to be slow going back to the base camp. Hopefully the
weather will have settled and we can get a helicopter in to transfer him from
the base to the hospital." A nod from Randy Parker reassured the ranger
that everything was understood. Parker quickly prepared to rappel into the
crevice and in no time at all was on his way.
# # # #
# # #
Roy breathed a sigh of relief when he was informed that he was finally going to
get his partner out of this muddy prison. He wasn't claustrophobic, but he
himself had had enough of this tight space.
"Boy am I glad to see you!" he smiled at the newly arrived man.
"I can imagine!" Parker replied as he stopped a few feet from the
bottom looking for the best possible place to end his descent. After he touched
down he moved to the other side of Johnny. "Hi. I'm Randy Parker. I hear
you're a paramedic. Just let me know what you need me to do to help."
"I'm Roy. Can you radio up and tell them we need the stokes, c-collar,
splint and sandbags."
Randy nodded as he spoke into the H.T. "Send down the stokes, a c-collar,
splint, and some sandbags if we have any."
It only took a minute for the equipment to be delivered. Roy took the collar
and applied it to his patient then decided to wait to affix the splint. Time
was not on their side and they needed to move him quickly.
Roy explained to Randy how important it was to keep Johnny's head, neck and
spine in a straight line to prevent further injury. They lay the stokes on its
side in the water between Gage and one of the muddy walls. Roy figured if they
lifted him, they could use their feet to slide the stokes underneath him,
counting on the fact that it would lay flat as it went.
When he was sure they could manage it, they lifted Gage and slid the stokes
under him. It was no easy task considering the close quarters and the bad
terrain. Despite the gentleness they tried to maintain, Roy was certain the
jostling would get a reaction from his partner. He was disappointed.
Quickly they fastened the straps on the stokes and attached the ropes. Roy
placed a sandbag on either side of John's head to stabilize it further for the
trip up. He had them raise the stokes a few feet then applied the splint to
John's left wrist. When he finished he allowed them to haul Gage to the top.
Once Roy was topside he obtained his partner's vitals and covered him with
several blankets. DeSoto could see the concern on the faces of his friends.
"I'm just not sure. I've gotten no reaction from him, not even to pain.
It’s not good."
"Half the battle is won, Roy. We have him and we're on our way to getting
him medical attention. I guess a few prayers couldn't hurt either,"
replied Hank Stanley quietly.
"Let's get this show on the road. The sooner we get to the base the sooner
he gets to the hospital," said Roy.
Mike looked at Roy and added, "Yeah. Maybe he and Chet will be
roommates."
It was
then they remembered they had yet to inform the stocky Irishman that Johnny had
been found.
"A little extra worry isn't gonna kill him," answered Roy.
"After all...this was all his idea." He looked disgustedly at
his muddy clothes and then forced a smile again as they headed out.
# # # #
# # #
“Well,
Kelly, I’m pretty sure this isn’t broken, but there will be an ambulance up
here in a bit to take you out to the little clinic in town,” the medic
explained. “They have an x-ray machine and we can find out for sure.”
Chet winced as the medic at the ranger station pulled the splint more tightly
around his injured ankle. It hurt like hell, but it was the last thing on his
mind.
“No, it’s fine,” Kelly protested, pushing himself up to a sitting position on
the cot he’d been deposited on. He tried to swing his legs over the side and
stand, but the medic merely gripped the fireman’s injured leg and held on,
sending a blazing pain up Chet’s leg. He found himself gasping for breath.
“Sure it is. You need x-rays. You need a doctor to check you out. I hear it was
quite a fall you took.”
By now the pain had receded to a dull throb. “It was more like a slide. I
didn’t hurt anything else, honest.” He took a deep breath before continuing.
“Look, . . . Bob,” he started, squinting to pull the man’s name off the nametag
his shirt, “You said it’s not broken, so it’s fine. I’m not going anywhere
until we get some word on Gage.” He left his injured leg on the bed, but put
the other firmly on the floor. “Got it?”
Bob stood up and crossed his arms. “I said I didn’t think it was broken.
. .only an x-ray can tell you that for sure. And if it is broken, the longer it
goes unset, the more dangerous it is.”
Chet
took in the man’s words without so much as a twitch to his determined
expression, so the medic continued. “And I don’t see the point in you staying
here, either. We’ll tell you as soon as word comes in, no matter where you are.
There’s nothing you can do for him now anyway.”
“There is something I can do,” Chet argued. “I can be here waiting for him when
they bring him in.” Kelly slumped dejectedly against the wall of the ranger
station. “It’s the least I can do, since it’s my fault he’s out there in the
first place.”
“Okay, suit yourself. But don’t say I didn’t warn you if you end up needing
surgery on that ankle or something like that.” Chet moved his ankle slightly,
and winced, an action the medic witnessed. He went to his kit and pulled out
two pills. “Here. It’s Tylenol. That’s the most I can give you for pain out
here.”
Chet took the pills and swallowed them dry. “Thanks,” he said, meaning for both
the painkillers and the concession.
“Yeah, whatever,” Bob mumbled.
Chet tried to relax, but failed miserably. All he could think about was what
was happening out in the forest, and thinking the worst. If he’d gotten this
messed up just sliding down a hill, he couldn’t help but let his imagination
run away with all the possible injuries Johnny might have experienced when he
fell out of the sky.
His contemplation was interrupted by a burst of noise from the radio in the
other room, and a flurry of activity among the people there.
“What?” he shouted. “What’s happening?” When no one immediately answered him,
Chet tried to stand. The pain was immense, but he didn’t care. He balanced
himself precariously on one leg, and hopped from one piece of furniture to the
next, making his way to the doorway. Something was happening. He was sure of
it.
He was halfway to the door when Bob came through it. “What do you think you’re
doing?” the medic asked sternly.
“Something’s happening,” Chet said. “Did they find him?”
“As a matter of fact,” Bob offered as he fit the fireman’s arm around his
shoulders and led him back to the cot, “they did.” He deposited his patient
back on the bed perhaps a little too roughly than was warranted.
“And?” Chet asked impatiently.
“He’s alive. Okay? Now let’s get you to the clinic.”
“No!” Kelly protested. “I wanna see him. We can go together.”
“You can’t,” Bob said, his voice finally tinged with a little kindness.
“They’ve decided not to bring him back here. They’re gonna transport him to the
nearest clearing where a helicopter is airlifting him to a hospital with better
emergency facilities than anything we have out here. Probably Rampart back in
the city.”
Chet knew the full implication of what he was being told. “He’s hurt that bad?”
he asked.
“They didn’t give us any details, but yeah. It sounds like he’s hurt pretty
bad.”
Kelly buried his face in his hands. “Damn, damn, damn!” he mumbled as he shook
his head.
“Look, Kelly,” Bob started compassionately. “Let’s get you taken care of. The
sooner you get that x-ray, the sooner you can catch back up with your friends
in the city, okay?”
Chet realized he didn’t have much choice at this point. “You sent the ambulance
back, didn’t you?” he asked.
Bob smiled. “Yeah, but you’re doing okay. We’ll give you a lift in one of our
vehicles. I’ll drive ya myself.”
“Thanks, man,” Kelly said with a weary grin. “You’re okay.”
Bob didn’t say a word; he just went to a closet, opened it, and pulled out a
pair of crutches. “You know how to use these?”
“Unfortunately, yeah.” The fireman fitted the crutches under his arms. They
were set a little too tall for him, but it would do if all he needed to do was
get to a car. He hobbled his way to the front door of the station and out.
The sound of a helicopter, flying low overhead, was the first thing Chet
noticed. He looked up, but couldn’t see the bird. “Is that them?” he asked
anxiously.
“That’s them going in to get him, I’d wager,” Bob explained. “Let’s get going.”
He walked ahead to one of the Ranger trucks and pulled the passenger door open.
“Hop in.”
Chet did as instructed, pausing once more to look up at the sky. It was dusk;
they’d found Johnny just in time, he realized. Any later and it would have been
too dark for the helicopter to find a place to land in the dense forest.
“Small favors,” Chet mumbled as he leaned his head back wearily once safely in
the truck.
“What’s that?” Bob asked as he climbed in behind the wheel.
“At least they found him before dark. That’s something, I guess.”
“Sure is,” the medic agreed as he revved the engine and pulled out.
# # # #
# # #
"Roger,
Copter One, we'll see you there." Ranger Jackson tucked the HT into his
belt and turned to the other members of the rescue team with a smile.
"We're in luck. The pilot spotted a meadow about half a mile east of here
big enough for him to land. It's a hell of a lot closer than the base station
but it'll be rough going carrying the stokes."
"We can handle it," Hank assured him. "The sooner we get Johnny
to the hospital the happier I'll be."
"Well, let's get going then. We're burning daylight."
Each of the four remaining members of A-shift grabbed a corner of the stokes
and hefted it off the ground. "We're ready," Cap announced.
"Lead the way."
The ranger wasn't kidding when he said it would be rough going. They fought
their way through dense undergrowth, up and down rocky embankments and across a
small, rushing stream. Even though the other rescuers offered to take a turn
carrying the stokes, Johnny's shift mates refused, insisting on transporting
their injured friend themselves. All in all, it took nearly forty minutes to
traverse the distance and they were shaking with fatigue by the time they
reached the meadow.
There was no time to rest however, as the pilot rushed to meet them shouting,
"Come on, guys, we gotta go! That storm is gaining strength again and I
gotta get this bird off the ground in ten minutes or we're not going
anyway."
"You heard the man," Hank shouted. "Let's move."
Five minutes later, the helicopter lifted off, carrying Johnny and Roy to
safety.
The remaining men exchanged a weary, but relieved, look and began the long,
cold, wet trip back to the base station.
# # # # # # #
As soon as the chopper was airborne, Roy got on the radio to Rampart and got
orders for an IV. Johnny was badly dehydrated and desperately in need of
fluids. As soon as the D5W was running, DeSoto grabbed a stack of blankets from
the on board supply and used them to replace the now sodden blankets that
covered his partner.
As he tucked the covers securely around the dark-haired man's shoulders, Johnny
groaned and tried to shift away. Roy smiled. Gage was waking up. It was a very
good sign.
"Johnny? Johnny can you hear me? Open your eyes."
"Huh ... what?" Johnny groaned and swatted at the hand that was
gently shaking his shoulder. "Go 'way," he mumbled. "Leave me
'lone."
"Johnny, come on now, open your eyes." The shaking persisted and the
voice got a little louder but this time Gage's muddled brain supplied a name.
"Roy?" Johnny opened his eyes, caught a quick glimpse of his
partner's smiling face, then slammed his eyelids shut again as the world dipped
sickeningly.
"You're in the med-evac helicopter on your way to Rampart," DeSoto
supplied the answer to his unasked question.
"Why? What happened?" Johnny opened his eyes to mere slits and peered
cautiously up at the other man.
"What do you remember?"
"I dunno." Johnny closed his eyes as the helicopter banked again. He
tried to concentrate, tried to remember how he might've gotten himself into
this predicament but he was shivering uncontrollably with cold, his head was
pounding and he felt increasingly nauseated. "Dunno," he repeated.
"Cold, head hurts bad, can't think. What the hell happened to me,
Roy?"
As he filled his bleary friend in on the events of the past two days, Roy
conducted a quick exam, checking Johnny's pupils with a penlight, testing his
reflexes and getting another set of vitals.
"Sky-diving?" Johnny stared at DeSoto incredulously.
"Really?"
"Yep."
"Sky-diving with ... Chet?"
"Uh huh."
"Why would I do a damn fool thing like that?" he wondered aloud.
"Don't look at me," Roy chuckled as the helicopter circled Rampart
and began its ascent. "I told you not to go."
"Well, next time you tell me not to do something make me listen, would
ya?"
"That'll be the day, pal." DeSoto said with a grin. "That'll be
the day."
# # # # # # #
By the time Hank Stanley and the others made their way out of the forest,
picked up Chet at the clinic, and drove back to L.A. nearly three hours had
passed. They were cold, exhausted and starving but never gave a thought to
going home. They had to go to Rampart and find out if Gage was okay before they
could relax.
They straggled wearily into the emergency room, Chet sporting a new cast and a
pair of crutches. They were greeted by a smiling Dixie McCall. "Had a
feeling you boys would show up sooner of later," she said. "Go on
down to the staff lounge. There's plenty of hot coffee and some blankets waiting
for you."
"John..." Cap began.
"Is doing just fine." she reassured, shooing them down the hall.
"Roy's with him and you can see him yourselves in a little while. But for
now, go on and get warmed up. I'll let Dr. Brackett know you're here and he'll be
in to talk to you."
Dixie was as good as her word. Ten minutes later the four men were ensconced in
the lounge, wrapped in blankets, sipping hot coffee and getting an update from
Kelly Brackett.
"He's going to be just fine," the doctor announced as he entered the
room. He poured his own cup of coffee and carried it over to perch on the sofa
next to Hank. "We examined and x-rayed him from stem to stern and he's in
remarkably good shape all things considered."
"His head?" Cap questioned.
"Must be made of steel," Kel chuckled. "No skull fracture, no
sign of bleeding in the brain. He's got a couple of good-sized goose eggs and a
moderately severe concussion, but it's nothing a couple days rest won't cure.
He was dehydrated and hypothermic when he got here but we've been pumping
warmed fluids into him and both of those conditions are pretty much resolved.
He's got a couple of fractures ... his left wrist and collarbone and a couple
of ribs on the right side ... that will keep him out of commission for a while
but they're relatively minor."
"So, he's really okay?" Chet asked tremulously.
"Yeah, Chet, he's okay." Kel reached out and squeezed the distraught
man's shoulder reassuringly. "I don't see any reason why he won't make a
full recovery and be back at work driving you crazy in six or eight
weeks."
"Thank God," Kelly whispered, burying his face in shaking hands.
"Thank God."
"Thank God and Gage's freak good luck," Brackett smiled, giving
Chet's shoulder another squeeze. "He's been admitted and we're going to
keep him for a couple days as a precaution. I was just on my way up to check on
him if you want to tag along."
"Yeah, Doc, thanks," Hank spoke on behalf of all the men. "We'd
like that."
"Well, follow me then and we'll go see the man of the hour."
# # # #
# # #
The
nurse at the desk warily eyed the bedraggled men stepping off the elevator
behind Dr. Brackett. She was about to speak when Brackett addressed the tall,
lanky man in the odd little group.
"He's pretty worn-out so I want this visit kept short, understand?"
"You bet, Doc. We need to be heading home anyway. We're on-shift at 8:00
in the morning."
Brackett opened the door and motioned for the men to wait outside. Roy soon
joined them in the hallway. Marco glanced at the nurse’s station to find the
nurse still looking at them like they had come from Mars.
Ten minutes later Dr. Brackett opened the door and motioned for the rest of
A-shift to come in. "He may not stay awake long. I'm afraid the nurse has
already given him his pain meds." Brackett then quietly left the
close-knit group together.
"John?" asked Captain Stanley. He glanced at Roy for assurance that
Gage was really okay.
"Hmmm...mmm," he murmured trying to open his eyes again.
"Cap?"
"Yeah, pal. Marco, Mike, and Chet are here too. How're you feeling?"
"Not too good right now. Head hurts. Hurts all over...tired," he said
stifling a yawn.
"We just wanted to make sure you were all right. We need to get home or
we'll never make it to work on time in the morning."
Johnny looked at his commanding officer through half open eyes. "Oh man.
I'm sorry..." he added and drifted back to sleep.
Cap looked over at Roy, "What's he sorry for?"
"I dunno. Maybe he thinks this is all his fault. You know, I talked to him
in the helicopter and he didn't remember anything."
"Nothing at all?" Hank asked in disbelief.
"Nothing," replied Roy.
Chet was sitting quietly off to the side listening to the exchange. His guilt
level increased exponentially. Oh man. He's hurt worse than I thought.
"C'mon, guys. Let's go. John needs his rest and we do have to work
tomorrow."
They all said their farewells and exited behind Hank. Roy was the last to
leave.
Placing a hand on Johnny's uninjured arm, "You sure know how to liven
things up, junior." He smiled and left to join the others.
# # # # # # #
The following day a very tired A-shift reported for duty. Charlie Dwyer asked
Roy where his partner was and Roy gave him the condensed version of what had
happened. He was stunned to say the least.
Captain Stanley asked Dwyer if he would stay until a replacement for John could
be found. Hank had been able to find a replacement for Chet before going to bed
the night before, but was unable to find an available paramedic.
The morning proved to be uneventful. DeSoto was not happy to learn that Brice
was coming in at noon to take over for Dwyer. Hank apologized and said that no
one else had been available.
On each run that afternoon, Roy attempted to check on his injured partner
despite Brice's disapproval. His efforts were hindered by the fact that Johnny
slept almost all day long.
The mood in the station could only be described as somber. A comment was made
that even Chet's antics were missed.
51's A-shift had an easy night with the engine only having two minor calls. The
men were eagerly awaiting the next shift's arrival. They quickly exchanged
pleasantries and hit the locker room to change. The four regular shift-mates
agreed to meet in the cafeteria at Rampart. Marco was the last to arrive
because he went to pick Chet up at home. He wouldn't be driving for a few
weeks.
After a quick cup of coffee, the assembled group headed for the elevator.
Stepping off, Marco looked towards the nurse’s station. He breathed a sigh of
relief and Roy asked him what was wrong.
"Oh nothing. That nurse the other night kept looking at us funny. You
know, like we were from another planet."
"Well, we were a pretty sorry-looking bunch," Mike replied and
they all laughed.
A nurse was leaving the room when they arrived at the door.
"Are you here to see Mr. Gage?" she asked.
"Yes. Is he able to have visitors?" Hank asked the young woman.
"He's awake and I'm sure he'd love the company," she smiled and
continued on to the next room.
Cautiously the five men entered the room. Smiles broke out all around when
Johnny looked up and saw them. "Hi, guys. Good to see you," he said
quietly.
"How're you feeling today, John?" Hank asked.
"A little better. Still sore as heck and tired, but better than the other
day."
"That's great news, pal. We were pretty worried about you."
"Sorry, Cap."
"Don't be. Just don't do it again," he laughed. Johnny smiled, but
Roy could see he was still bothered by his lack of memory.
"I
don't plan on it."
The look in his eyes wasn't missed by anyone in the room. Chet looked away
while the others chatted quietly with Gage. A short time later they felt it was
time to leave. Johnny thanked his friends for the visit.
"Johnny, I'll see you later," Roy said as he got ready to follow the
others who had already left.
"Okay. Tell Jo and the kids I said hello."
"Will do, partner."
# # # # # # #
Halfway to the elevator Chet stopped. "Uh, guys? You go on ahead. I forgot
something."
"Okay Chet. Want me to wait downstairs for you?" Marco asked with a
feeling he knew what Chet was up to.
"Thanks, Marco."
Chet Kelly slowly made his way back to Gage's room. He hesitated with his hand
on the door. Mustering up the courage to enter, he knocked lightly while he
pushed the door open.
"Come in," was Johnny's quiet reply. "Hey, Chet. What's
up?" he smiled, seeing his nemesis.
Chet stared at Johnny before sitting down and answering. "I...uh...just
wanted to talk to you...alone."
"Oh. You were kinda quiet earlier. Rough night?"
"Sort of," he mumbled. He did not want to reveal how he had lain
awake most of the night because of his guilty conscience.
"Huh?"
"Johnny, I wanted to - Man this is harder than I thought."
"I'm confused. What's wrong?"
"Then you really don't remember?"
"Remember what?"
"What happened the last couple days."
Johnny stopped and thought for a minute. "No. The last thing I remember
before waking up here was leaving the station after shift. Why?"
Chet sat thinking about all of this. He realized he had an 'easy out' here.
Gage remembered nothing, so technically he was off the hook. He could beg off
and leave and Johnny would be none the wiser.
"Chet? You okay, man?"
"Yeah. No. No I'm not."
"Is it your leg? You never told me how you did that."
"No. Leg's fine, it's me."
I
can't believe this! He's seriously injured and lying here because of me
and he’s worried about my leg. Gage, you are incredible.
"Chet, I still have a killer headache and this isn't helping. What's
wrong? Talk to me," Johnny said a bit impatiently.
"This is all my fault."
"What's all your fault?"
"You being here. The whole skydiving thing was my idea and I kinda forced
you into it," he paused and looked everywhere but at his friend. "I'm
really sorry. If I hadn't brought it up, you wouldn't have gotten hurt."
"You don't know that," he tried to console his friend.
"Yeah I do. Jumping out of an airplane is a dangerous thing to do."
"I know. I've done it before."
Chet
didn’t answer, his thoughts still on all the things that went wrong the day
they skydived.
“Brackett
said I may never remember what happened,” Johnny continued. He could see Chet
was still brooding over the whole thing. “So tell me, what did happen?”
Chet still couldn’t bring himself to look directly at Johnny. "Well, The
first jump was fine. It was incredible. You even seemed to enjoy it. Then the
second jump. . .” Chet shrugged. “Everything went down hill shortly after you
jumped out.”
"Did you get hurt jumping too?"
"No, I went looking for you and took a wrong turn in the fog. Kinda stupid
huh?"
"I'm touched, Chet. You really went looking for me?"
"Yeah I did."
"I don't know what to say."
Chet hesitated before continuing. He knew he was taking a risk, but decided it
was worth it. "Say you forgive me for not listening to you when you said
you didn't want to go. Say you forgive me for forcing the issue until you gave
in," he said sadly. Once again, Chet couldn't look Johnny in the eye
because he didn't want him to see how upset he was about this.
Johnny thought about what his friend was asking. He could tell the man was
sincere.
"Chet - look at me."
Chet
looked at the bed.
"Chet. Look at me," he repeated.
Chet
looked at Johnny's chest.
"My eyes are up here," Gage pointed with his right index finger.
Slowly Chet
complied, fearful that this display of emotion could somehow be used against
him someday.
"I
forgive you. Even though I don’t think it’s your fault. And I have no idea what
happened anyway.”
"Thanks, Gage. I won't do this to you again. . .honest," he said
looking back down.
"Chet, don't make promises you won't keep," Johnny replied with a
hint of humor in his dark eyes. "I've let it happen too many times in the
past for it not to happen again in the future."
Chet looked back up at Gage, studying his face. "Yeah, I guess you're
right. Once a pigeon, always a pigeon."
The two
men shared a laugh.
"Well I guess I better go before Marco leaves me behind. It's a long walk
home," Chet said with the remains of a smile on his face.
Pointing at Chet's cast, "You really did that looking for me?"
"Sure did, pal, and I'd do it again, too."
"Thanks man. Maybe when I get out of here we can go for a beer."
"Who's gonna drive?" Kelly asked indicating their various injuries.
"I don't shift with my left arm you twit! Go on and get outta here. If
Marco leaves you here, I'll be stuck with you."
Laughing and hobbling towards the door on his crutches, Chet replied,
"Catch ya late, Gage."
Johnny closed his eyes and sighed. He wondered if he would ever remember what happened.
It didn't really matter because he knew he had good friends to help him get
through it all.