VOLUNTEER
 

 

 

 


By Peggy J Bedingfield

 

 

 

   Johnny entered the locker room and quickly changed from his street clothes to his uniform. He was careful not to hit the flesh colored bandages covering the back of his hands and the side of his right arm. His face was a mask of sorrow. Chet Kelley saw Johnny as he entered the locker room and followed him. He wanted to get a jump on his favorite pigeon, but one look at Johnny’s face changed his mind. Instead, he returned to the day room where Roy Desoto, Johnny’s partner for the last few years, was drinking a cup of coffee.

 

   “Hey, Roy,” Chet said, “You better go check on your partner. He has a face as long as next week, and he looks kinda pale, too.”

 

   Roy looked up from the section of paper he was reading. He stared at Chet for a minute, trying to decide if he was the cause of his partner’s long face. Finally deciding that Chet was serious in his concern, he rose and poured a cup of the strong black coffee for his partner.

 

   Johnny was sitting in front of his locker, staring into space. Roy decided that Johnny did look a little pale and reached out, handing the cup of coffee to his partner.

 

   “Hey,” he said, as Johnny accepted the offered cup. “Want to talk about it?”

 

   Johnny glanced up at his best friend’s face. He saw worry and concern written in the lines around Roy’s mouth and eyes. He sighed. He was not sure he was ready to relive the morning’s activities, but the look on his partner’s face made the decision for him.

 

   “There was a really bad accident out on FM 214 this morning. I saw it happen, and I hope to never see something like that again,” Johnny said quietly.

 

   Roy sat, waiting. Johnny would tell it in his own time. A sudden shaking of his partner’s shoulders alerted Roy to the fact that the “accident” was more than the words Johnny had said.

 

   “What happened?” Roy asked.

 

   “A kid driving a one ton Dooley, pulled out to pass a smaller car on the bridge over Bear Creek. It’s a blind curve, too.” Johnny swallowed convulsively, and then continued, “Just about the time he was in the middle of the bridge a big rig came around the curve. Neither of the two had a place to go!” Johnny hung his head and saw again the big truck roaring around the corner, heading for the one-ton truck. He rubbed his hands across his face and looked at Roy, his eyes haunted by what he had seen.

 

   “The kid in the Dooley never knew what hit him.  The big rig swerved the best he could, but he climbed the barrier and flew up into the air. When he came down, the Dooley was underneath him.”

 

   Roy gasped at the picture Johnny painted with his description of the accident. He reached out and clasped Johnny’s shoulder in support of what the memories did to his friend’s peace of mind.

 

   “The driver of the car he was passing stopped about the same time I did. Poor woman was so shook up I thought she was going to pass out on me, but she was a trooper and called from the emergency phone just past the bridge.

 

   “The Bear Canyon Volunteer Fire Department was out there so fast I barely had time to lay the driver of the truck down and get any kind of vitals on him.”

   “I didn’t know Bear Canyon had a Volunteer Fire Department,” Roy said in surprise.

 

   “They’re new, only been together for about three months. I think this is their first major emergency, other than some grass fires. They have a couple of EMT-1’s in their group, too.”

 

   “That explains why we weren’t toned out, then,” Roy said.

 

   “NOT a good way to start off the day!” Johnny exclaimed. “I mean; all I could do was sit and watch as it happened! It was like a slow motion picture playing back.” Johnny stood up and faced his partner, “I hope I NEVER witness something like that ever again!”

 

   Mike Stoker poked his head through the door, “Roll call, you two!”

 

   “Come on,” Roy said. “Let’s not be late.”

 

   Captain Stanley noticed Johnny’s pale appearance and glanced over to Roy. Roy gave a barely perceptible nod to let the captain know all was well. Hank did a mental revision of the duty roster. He gave Johnny the job of helping Mike with the hoses instead of the latrine. He re-assigned Marco to the latrine and Chet to the dorms; to Roy fell the job of cook.

 

   Johnny and Roy had finished checking out the squad when Mike asked if Johnny was ready to “hang some hose.” The two men were nearly finished with the hot chore when Captain Stanley came out to stand by the tower.

 

   “Johnny, there’s a Chief Neal Dentmyer in my office asking to speak with you,” Captain Stanley told the paramedic. Johnny acknowledged his captain, and then signaled to Mike that the last of the hose was ready to be pulled up and hung. Johnny headed to the station at a trot. As he disappeared into the shady interior, Mike Stoker joined his captain at the base of the hose tower.

 

   “Johnny in some kind of trouble, Cap?” Stoker asked.

 

   “I don’t know, Mike. I sure hope not,” Hank answered his engineer.

 

   In the Captain’s office Johnny and Chief Dentmyer went back over the morning accident. Johnny was able to give a fairly good account of what he had seen without breaking down in nerves. He still shook with the shock whenever he thought about the accident.

 

   In the dayroom Roy filled the men in on Johnny’s morning adventure on his way to work.

 

   “Madre dios!” exclaimed Marcos. “If I had seen something like that I would have been too sick to help!”

 

   “I don’t think so, Marco,” said Chet. “You would have done the same thing Johnny did. Then maybe later, you would have been sick. I know I would have.”  The others agreed with Chet’s assessment of the situation.

 

    Johnny’s voice came from the truck bay. Another voice, deep and gravelly, rumbled in reply.

 

   “I’ll introduce you to the rest of the guys,” Johnny was saying as he walked into the dayroom followed by a tall, balding man in his late fifties.

 

   “Guys, I’d like you to meet Chief Neal Dentmyer of the Bear Canyon Police Force.” Johnny stepped aside to let the men see whom he was talking about.

 

   The men gathered round and shook hands as Johnny introduced them one by one.  Chief Dentmyer smiled warmly at the men, giving a firm handshake, and repeating their name so as to place it firmly in his mind.

 

   “I didn’t know Bear Canyon had a police department,” Captain Stanley said in surprise.

 

   “We are fairly new. We’ve only been a real police force for about three months. There are about….oh, I’d say….three thousand in population in and around Bear Canyon. Some of us got together and put forth the idea of becoming a township, with hopes of becoming a city in the future. The police force was one of the first departments we formed once we had a city council in place.

 

   “We’ve sent in our application to the government for recognition as a township, now all we are waiting on is the official approval before placing a city limit sign.”

 

   “They’ve also formed a Volunteer Fire Department,” Johnny told his crewmates. “They have two EMT-1’s on their roster, and have asked me and a couple of other guys living out there to volunteer.”

 

   Chief Dentmyer chuckled and said, “After today, son, they’ll really be after you! You did a great job of getting the driver from the truck before it exploded.”

 

   Johnny ducked his head as a blush became visible along his neck and running up into his face. He fidgeted around in embarrassment.

 

   “Oh yeah,” said Chet, eyeballing the uncomfortable paramedic. “What exactly did he do?”

 

   “He hasn’t told you?” exclaimed the police chief.

 

   The men shook their heads. All eyes were turned to the now visibly edgy paramedic, whose face was fire red.

 

   “He was able to free the driver of the big rig before the grand explosion ripped the truck apart. He was burned somewhat during the rescue, but refused to go to the hospital for treatment. Told Jennifer he wasn’t hurt to bad, just minor burns he would get treated at work. I’m surprised you didn’t notice the bandages on his hands and upper arm,” said Chief Dentmyer.

 

   Captain Stanley and Roy reached for Johnny’s arm at the same time. Roy turned the limb over and finally saw what Johnny had been trying to hide all morning. The flesh colored bandage had helped to hide the injury from close inspection, but now all could see the angry red blisters forming around the wound.

 

   Captain Stanley turned angry eyes on his paramedic, “Johnny Gage, you twit! Why didn’t you say something at roll call?”

 

   “Cap, I’m not hurt that bad. It’s just minor burns that will blister a little then go away!” Johnny said in defense.

 

   “Roy, take him out to the squad and check over the burns. If you think he needs to go to Rampart let me know!” Captain Stanley said, still glaring at Johnny.

 

   “Come on, Junior,” Roy said, equally angry with his partner. A small minor injury and Johnny would whine for hours, but something major, such as these burns appeared to be, and he never said a word.

 

   Johnny sighed and followed his partner to the squad, “I’m telling ya, they aren’t that bad. They don’t even hurt!”

 

   “Let’s see the arm. Or are you hurt on both of them?” Roy asked, as he saw Johnny turn slightly away from him, keeping his left arm from view.

 

   “I got burned on both arms, but the right one is worse than the left,” Johnny admitted in defeat.

 

   Roy peeled the bandages from the wounds and peered at them for a few minutes. He turned the arm first one way, then the other before saying, “I think we better get you to the hospital. The burns on this arm,” he pointed to Johnny’s right arm, “ look to be second degree. If they are you could get a nasty infection. You should know that by now.”

 

   “Okay, Roy, you take him in and I’ll call in a still alarm,” said Captain Stanley from behind Johnny. Both paramedics jumped at the unexpected voice of their captain. “And you, you twit, will go willingly and quietly! Do I make myself clear?” Captain Stanley said with a glare.

 

   “Uh, yes, Cap,” Johnny answered, subdued.

 

   Hank turned to the police Chief who was quietly watching the interchange. He could not help but grin at the look on the young paramedic’s face as his captain chewed him out. His eyes were twinkling, even as he tried hard to cover the smile that was growing wider by the moment.

 

   “Thanks for stopping by, Chief. We probably wouldn’t have noticed the burns until much later if you hadn’t said something.” Hank glared at the departing squad.

 

   “I didn’t mean to get the young man in trouble, Captain. I was just worried he wouldn’t say anything about being hurt. He reminds me a lot of my own son. Stubborn about some things, and, well, you understand, I’m sure,” said Dentmyer.

 

   “Yes, I fully understand. Again, thanks for telling us.” Hank shook the Police Chief’s hand, and then walked him to his car. “You’re welcome to stop by whenever you can,” Hank told him.

 

   “I might do that. Might even suggest some of the volunteers stop in once in a while, if your people don’t mind?” he asked.

 

   “Just contact LA Head Quarters and clear it with them. We won’t mind at all,” Hank assured him.

 

   With that said, Chief Dentmyer returned to his duties in Bear Canyon.

 

 

   The ride to Rampart was silent. Roy kept glancing at his partner, who kept his eyes averted from him. He shook his head in exasperation.  “Why didn’t you say something, Partner?” Roy thought to himself. “You can complain for hours about some silly paper cut, or stubbed toe, but not one word about the burns. You still surprise me, even after all this time.” Roy sighed as he continued to berate his partner silently.

 

   At Rampart, Roy was not surprised that his partner was expected. Dixie glared at the hapless paramedic, then smiled to remove any censor from her words as she scolded him. Doctor’s Brackett and Early did not give him that benefit as they examined the burns.

 

   “Why didn’t you come in this morning?”  Brackett growled. “These burns are serious enough to make some scars if you aren’t careful!”

 

   “Johnny, didn’t you even pay attention in class when we covered the treatment of burns?”  Dr. Early asked, not as angry as Dr. Brackett was.

 

   “Yes, doc, I did, but I was treated at the scene. Jennifer said I could probably get by with some light bandages for a day or so and I agreed with her,” Johnny said defensively.

 

   Brackett shook his head, still angry, but beginning to get over the initial shock. “I should take you off duty for these…….”

   “Doc!” Johnny interrupted.

 

   Brackett held up his hands, “Let me finish! I said ‘I should’ not that ‘I would’. I’ll cover these with a heavy bandage and release you for duty, but ONLY if you promise to return before the shift is over and let me check the arm one more time before you leave for home.”

 

   “Alright, Doc!” Johnny said happily. He hated to loose time over what he considered a minor injury.

 

 

   Once back at the station the day passed quickly. The squad had several runs, but none that needed follow-ups to Rampart.

 

   “How’s your arm?” Roy asked as they left their current run.

 

   “A little sore and very itchy!” Johnny answered as he rubbed the bandages lightly. He stared out the window for a few minutes, then said to Roy, “Man, the kid was so young! He was only nineteen! Why’d he do such a dumb thing?”

 

   “I can’t answer that one, Junior. Guess he thought the way was clear. Where did the wreck actually happen?” Roy asked, trying to get Johnny to talk it all out before night.

 

   “Just as you leave Bear Canyon, where the road starts to climb from the valley?” Johnny looked over at Roy who nodded his understanding. “The double yellow lines start about twenty feet from the bridge and keep on all the way up the hill. Plus, the blind curve where most people slow down before heading on out of the valley. He pulled out to pass just before he reached the double lines. Instead of pulling back in behind the car he put on the gas and tried to get by her before they reached the hill. He was almost clear when the big rig came around the curve.  The rest I told you this morning,” Johnny finished.

 

   Roy tried not to picture the scene Johnny had painted, but could see it all too well, knowing the part of the canyon road Johnny had described.

 

   Roy backed the squad into the bay. Johnny jumped out and headed for the day room.

 

   “Man, I’m starved! I hope the guys left some chow for us!” Johnny said as he disappeared through the door.

 

   Roy smiled at his partner’s words. Johnny was a great one for jumping from topic to topic without warning, and food was one of his all time favorite subjects.

 

 

 

TWO MONTHS LATER

 

   Roy sat at the table in the day room drinking his coffee while Johnny finished up the dishes. He flipped through several sheets of paper before finding the one he was after.

 

   “Johnny, was the run out to the Kinder home before or after the run for the kid that was bitten by the dog?” Roy asked his partner.

 

   “Before. Remember, Vince got bit by the kid. We had to treat him, too!” Johnny chuckled at the memory. Roy grinned in spite of himself.

 

   “Well, that brings the log up to date. Now we can relax until the next run,” Roy told Johnny.

 

   “Want to play some cards?” Johnny asked as he dried his hands.

 

   The bay doors were opening. The rest of 51’s crew was returning from a rubbish fire called in thirty minutes before. As the tired men came into the room Johnny poured them coffee and sat the mugs on the table.

 

   “Thanks, Johnny!” they said as each one collapsed in chairs, or on the couch.

 

   The tones sounded in the building. Groans were heard from the men who had jumped up and made a mad dash for their spots on the engine, and squad.

 

   “STATION 51, ENGINE 36, STATION 110……HELP OUT BEAR CANYON FIRE DEPARTMENT …..           MVA…..BEAR CREEK BRIDGE…..CROSS STREET, FM 214……..Time out 21:20.

“Station 51….KMG 365” Captain Stanley said into the microphone. He paused long enough to give Roy a copy of the address slip then headed for the engine.

 

   “Man, not on the bridge again!” Johnny moaned. “This is the fourth wreck on that bridge in two months! I’m beginning to wish they would close the bridge and make FM 214 the only way in and out of the canyon.”

 

   Roy concentrated on the road, but knew how his partner felt. He had been with the volunteer firemen during the last wreck on the bridge. He and Johnny had gone to speak to the young fire department about paramedic training when the tones had sounded and they had been called out.

 

   From a distance an orange glare could be seen lighting up the horizon. Smoke was colored orange and brown against the sunset. Johnny and Roy feared the worst. They rounded the corner and saw the accident. Three cars and two big rigs covered the whole bridge. Smoke and flames were visible from almost every vehicle.

 

   Roy parked the squad beside one of the local police cruisers. He and Johnny jumped from the squad and pulled on their turnout coats and helmets. The cries of victims mingled with those of the rescue crews as more help arrived.

 

   Captain Stanley approached the Volunteer Fire Chief. He quickly introduced himself then listened as Chris Farmer filled him in on the details of the accident and the rescues in progress.

 

   One of the big rigs had lost its air brakes as it was coming down the steep slope. It had slammed into the rear of another rig, causing both rigs to jack-knife into the oncoming traffic.

 

   “One of the rigs was carrying acetone, the other had an unknown chemical,” Chief Farmer told him. “We don’t have experience or training to handle hazardous material!”

 

   “Not a problem,” Hank told the nervous man. “We’ll handle the chemical spills, you take care of the rescues!”

 

   Captain Stanley pulled out his handy- talkie and called into LA Dispatch, “We need a haz-mat truck at this scene! We have one vehicle carrying acetone and one with unknown chemicals!”

 

   “10-4, 51,” came Sam Lanier’s calm voice.

 

 

   Roy and Johnny approached the remains of what had once been a small truck. A man was slumped over the steering wheel, blood running from a gash on his forehead.

 

   “I’ll take this one, Johnny,” Roy said, waving his partner towards a second vehicle.

 

   “You sure?” Johnny asked, and at Roy’s nod left to see whom else was in need of help.

 

   “Johnny!” he heard a familiar voice calling his name.

 

   “Over here, by the big rig!” Johnny searched the deepening darkness until he saw one of the volunteer EMT’s.

 

   “What do you have?” he asked as he jogged over to the EMT.

 

   “The driver is trapped inside. Chris and Jason are using the jaws to free him from his dashboard. He’s going to need a quick IV as well as the trauma suite.” She told him.

 

   “Great job, Jennifer! Let’s see if we can help with the extrication,” Johnny told her.

 

   “Jennifer, we have the dash off him! Come on, we’ve got to get him moved before this thing blows!” Chris hollered at the two waiting on the sidelines.

 

   Jennifer and Johnny quickly climbed aboard the rig, now neatly split apart. Jennifer held the backboard in place as Johnny slipped a c-collar on the victim.

 

   “Chris, Jason!” Johnny called, “ We’re going to need help moving him!”

 

   Chris and Jason moved into place. Jennifer and Chris were at the man’s head; Johnny and Jason at his feet. With quick, sure movement, the driver was on the backboard. Roy trotted up in time to help lower the man from the decimated cab and place him into the waiting stokes. Suddenly, controlled panic ensued around them.

 

   “Get out! Get out now! It’s going to blow!” Chet cried from the other side of the rig.

 

   People scattered. The rescue workers on the rig scrambled for safety. Jason and Jennifer grabbed the stokes and ran, carrying the unconscious man between them. Johnny was stopped in flight when his coat caught on a piece of jagged metal. He frantically pulled and yanked until the material tore, cutting his hand in the process.

 

   “Go! Go! Go!” Chris yelled at his people.

 

   Roy looked back expecting to see Johnny right behind him, but his partner was still in the truck.

 

   “Johnny!” Roy cried, turning to go and help his partner, but Chris grabbed him and pulled him along.

 

   “No, I’ve got to help Johnny!” Roy cried.

 

   Chris looked back and his eyes widened when he saw the paramedic was still trapped in the truck. He let go his hold on Roy’s arm. Before Roy could get too close, Johnny had freed himself and ran towards them, torn coat flapping around him.

 

   A loud explosion shook the ground and deafened all those still too close to the rig. Roy watched in horror as Johnny was picked up and thrown across the safety barrier into the darkness below.

 

   Johnny felt himself being lifted and thrown like confetti in the wind.  He reached out, trying to grab hold of the barrier, but only managed to brush it with his fingertips as he passed over.  The last thing he remembered was a massive pain traveling up his arm before darkness claimed him.

 

   “Johnny!” Roy screamed in anguish. He charged back towards the barrier where he had seen his partner go over. “Johnny!” he cried again and again.

 

   Captain Stanley had seen the explosion from behind the squad. He heard Roy calling frantically, racing back to the safety barrier. His worst nightmare had just been born. The man he had seen go over was indeed, one of his men.

 

   Captain Stanley raced to join the stricken paramedic. He leaned over the barrier, trying to see into the inky blackness below them, but the darkness was too deep.

 

   “Cap! He went over the edge. The explosion sent him over the barrier!” Roy exclaimed to his Captain.

 

   “Captain Stanley,” Chris said, “We have a couple of bush lights. We’ll set them up and see if we can locate your man.”

 

   Captain Stanley nodded his agreement and continued to pace the barrier. Roy was frantic, and it took all his command to keep the man from climbing over the barrier into the darkness to look for his partner and friend.

 

   “Roy, calm down! We’ll have lights in just a minute. You can’t go down there looking, blind!”

 

   “Cap, he’s hurt! He needs me there, now!” Roy cried.

 

   “Yes, I know, but if you get hurt you will be of no use to him yourself!” Captain Stanley said sternly. Roy turned and paced back and forth again as they waited for Chris and his crew to set up the lights.

 

   Soon the lights were in place. Chris and Jason sent the flood of bright white light into the canyon below. They panned the lights back and forth across the canyon walls, but no sign of the missing man was seen.

 

   Roy desperately searched the lighted walls of the ravine as the lights continued to illuminate the area. Roy expected, at any moment, to see the mangled body of his partner lying amongst the boulders at the bottom of the cliff. They could see the raging waters of the river as it raced across the submerged rocks, and Roy hoped his partner had not been swept away.

 

   “Cap,” Mike said softly, “Do you think we’ll find him alive? That’s an awful long way to fall.”

 

   “We have to keep our hope alive, Mike, and support Roy, regardless of what we find,” Hank told his engineer.

 

   “Bring the lights in closer to the bridge,” said Roy. “Shine it on the girders underneath us!”

 

   “Roy, the blast had to have thrown him away from the bridge, either onto the rocks along the wall or into the river below,” Chris told the frantically searching man.

 

   “No!” Roy cried, shoving away from the Volunteer Fire Chief. “I saw him reaching for the barrier, he could have caught himself!”

 

   Chris repositioned the lights and panned again back and forth.

 

   “There!” Roy called out and jabbed a finger down into the darkness. “Move the light back three degrees. Stop! He’s there!”

 

   “How’d he see him?” Jason asked, in surprise. “I didn’t see anything at all until he pointed him out!”

 

   “You aren’t looking with desperation to save your partner, either, Jason,” Chris told him.

 

   “Station 36 to station 51,” Battalion Chief Howard’s voice called over the handy- talkie.

 

   “Station 51, go ahead,” answered Captain Stanley.    

 

   “We have the fire under control. We will release you from this scene. Continue with your rescue!” said Chief Howard.

 

   “10-4, 36,” Captain Stanley acknowledged. He sagged in relief as he realized his attention did not have to be divided between two different operations.

 

   “Marco, Mike,” Hank called, “Get the safety belts and ropes! Chet, grab the stokes and bio-phone. Jennifer, help Chet with the supplies!”

 

   The men went into action. The Bear Canyon Volunteers watched as the men from Station 51 went into action. They worked together like a well-oiled machine with little talk or wasted movement.

 

   Captain Stanley saw the little group standing aside watching. He motioned Chris to join him at the barrier.

 

   “We’re going to need your First Response truck to tie off the repel lines. Can you get one of your people to bring it in as close as possible?”

 

   Chris nodded and called over his shoulder, “Gaylon, bring the First Response in closer. We need it to tie off the lines. Jason, bring my safety harness and repelling gear.”

 

   “What do you think you’re doing?” Captain Stanley asked the young volunteer Fire Chief.

 

   “I’m going down with Roy to bring Johnny up,” he answered.

 

   Captain Stanley shook his head, “ No, I can’t let you do that. We are highly trained for this type of rescue work. As a civilian you can’t be allowed to go down!”

 

   “Captain Stanley, I am a licensed rescue man, myself.  The only difference between myself and Roy is I don’t get paid to do this!”

 

   Roy watched anxiously the interchange between the two men as he completed his preparations to repel down.

 

   “Cap,” Roy said quietly, “Chris is right. He has the training and the experience that is needed. I trust his judgment, and so would Johnny if he were here in my place.”

 

   Captain Stanley stood indecisively for a moment, then slowly gave his permission for Chris to accompany Roy over the side.

 

   Roy and Chris stepped across the barrier. They locked eyes for a split second, then both kicked off into space.

 

   As the men drew closer to the injured paramedic, they were able to see some of his injuries. Chris, on Roy’s left, saw something the paramedic could not see. Johnny was hanging precariously from the girders. His torn coat and one arm were all that kept the unconscious man from falling.

 

   A sudden, strong gust of wind caused Roy to miss his landing. He slammed into the side of the bridge.

 

   “You okay?” Chris called.

 

   “I’m fine,” Roy answered as he quickly regained his footing.

 

   “Johnny!” Roy called when they were close enough to see the injured man clearly. “Johnny, can you hear me?”

 

   Johnny did not respond. Another strong gust of wind made the unconscious man sway away from the girders. It was then that Roy saw how precarious a position Johnny was in.

 

   “Chris, can you get a good hold of Johnny’s coat and move him in closer to the girders?” Roy called. The wind was picking up and both men had to fight to stay in place.

 

   Chris reached out and grabbed Johnny’s coat. He carefully maneuvered around until he had a firm grip on the paramedic.

 

   “Okay, I have him!” Chris called.

 

   Roy quickly took the extra safety belt and began to slip the safety belt around the still form of his partner. Another strong gust of wind threw both men off balance and Chris felt the turnout coat slipping from his grip.

 

   “Roy, I’m loosing my grip! I can’t hold him!”

 

    Roy made a mad grab for Johnny’s flapping coat, but caught his arm as it slid from between the girders. As Johnny’s full weight landed on the arm Roy was holding, both men heard a sickening snap. Roy felt a sharp pain travel up his arm and into his shoulder, then down his back. He fought off a wave of dizziness and concentrated on holding on to his unconscious friend. The safety belt, not completely fastened, fell from Johnny and disappeared into the inky blackness below them.

 

   “Hang on!” Chris called. He scampered over the girders, trying to keep his rope clear, and reached for Johnny again. Chris yelled up to the men on the bridge, “I need slack!” Chris felt the rope go slack and quickly worked his way to Roy’s side. He climbed lower and reached for Johnny’s dangling form.

 

   The people on the bridge had seen Johnny fall. The sudden weight on the rope threw some off balance, but they quickly recovered.

 

   Chris grabbed Johnny by the coat again, then wrapped his arms around the man’s chest.

 

   “I’ve got him!” Chris grunted. “Let me take his full weight until you can get even with me.”

 

   “No, we’ll have the men pull him up, then we can both hold him and all three of us be raised together,” Roy explained his idea.

 

   “Cap! Bring Chris and Johnny even with me!” Roy called up. Slowly Chris and Johnny were raised to an even level with Roy. “Hold!” Roy called.

 

   The two men halted, swinging slowly as the wind pushed them around. Chris felt Roy wrap his arm around Johnny’s waist. He made sure his grip was secure then, yanked twice on his rope to signal they were ready to be pulled up.

 

   As they slowly rose, Johnny started to regain consciousness. He struggled, in his confusion, making Roy loose his grip on the line, and nearly loosing his grip on his friend.

 

   “Johnny, calm down! You’re safe! We are going to get you topside and get you to Rampart!” Roy spoke calmly to his partner. Johnny went limp as darkness claimed him again.

 

   Willing hands reached across the barrier and pulled the three men to safety. Roy shed his safety belt then knelt next to his friend.

 

   “Johnny, open your eyes!” Roy demanded.

 

   “Roy?” Johnny asked, puzzled. “Man, what happened?”

 

   “Later, Junior. You just stay with me now,” Roy told him.

 

   “Chet, contact Rampart. Mike, can you get his BP for me?” Roy was in his element. Calmness overtook him as his training took over. “Jennifer, get the IV ready. As soon as we get permission we’ll get it started.” Roy barked out orders, completely in control of the situation now that Johnny was back on firm ground.

 

   “Rampart Base, this is County 51, how do you read?” Chet called.

 

   “51, we read you loud and clear,” Dixie said.

 

   “10-4 Rampart, stand by,” Chet said. He handed the phone to Roy.

 

   “Rampart, we have a male, twenty eight years old. He is the victim of an explosion and fall from a bridge. Vitals are: BP 90 over 60 pulse is 80 and respiration’s 12 and ragged,”  Roy recited. “Pupils are equal and reactive. There is a contusion on the left side of the head, at the hairline. He also has possible broken ribs and a broken arm with possible dislocated shoulder. Patient is unconscious, but responsive to induced pain. The arm is splinted and immobilized.  We also have him on six liters of O2.”

 

   “10-4, 51. Start an IV, D5W. Also start one with Ringers. Keep patient on six liters of oxygen and transport immediately,” Brackett ordered.

 

   “IV D5W, IV Ringers, six liters oxygen and transport immediately. 10-4, Rampart!” Roy responded.

 

   Johnny’s eyes fluttered open. He struggled to sit up, but was firmly pushed back down. He looked around, spying Chris and Jennifer. “Roy? Where’s Roy?” he asked.

 

   “Right here, Johnny,” Roy said, leaning into Johnny’s line of sight. “Lay still now. We’ll be on our way in just a minute.”

 

   “Where we going? What about the fire?” Johnny struggled to rise again, but was forcefully held down.

 

   “Relax, the fire’s out.” Jennifer told him.

 

   “Oh, okay. Man, did anyone get the number of the truck that hit me?” Johnny said, then passed out again.

 

   Johnny was placed on the gurney and loaded into the ambulance. The ride to Rampart was quiet except when Roy contacted the hospital to update them on Johnny’s condition.

 

 

   Roy felt the ambulance slow, then turn and back into the Emergency Bay. Dr. Brackett and Dixie McCall met them at the doors. Dixie’s eyes widened when she realized who the patient was.

 

   “How are his vitals?” Dr. Brackett asked as they wheeled Johnny into the treatment room.

 

   “Unchanged since the last time I called in,” Roy told him.

 

   “I want a full skull series, also get x-rays of his shoulder and arm and full blood work. Get Dr. Early down here, STAT!” Dr. Brackett said in his gruff way.

 

   Dixie had Dr. Early paged, then called for the portable x-ray to be brought down. Once that was accomplished she took the necessary blood for all the tests that needed to be performed.

 

   Roy stood back and watched in silence. He was worried because Johnny had not regained consciousness since leaving the scene of the accident. He absently reached up to rub his shoulder and winced, but was glad no one saw him.

 

   Dixie saw him standing by the door looking haggard and tired. Worry lines creased his face, and tiredness caused his shoulders to slump.

 

   “Come on, Roy, I’ll buy you a cup of coffee,” Dixie told him as she led him from the room. They walked to the staff lounge. Dixie poured him a cup of the strong black coffee that was always on the burner.

 

   “I think I had better call Joanne,” Roy said. “She’ll want to know about Johnny.”

 

   “Why don’t you wait and let us find something out, first?” Dixie asked. “Then you’ll have something worth telling her.”

 

   “Yeah, maybe you’re right,” Roy said. He sipped his coffee as he sat at the table in the lounge. He did not hear Dixie leave, or see the men who joined him in the lounge. He sat, staring into space, lost in thought.

 

   “Why did I leave him? I should have stayed and made sure he was out safely, but no, I ran with the rest of the group. I took it for granted that he was right behind me!” Roy hung his head. Captain Stanley and the others watched in silence. They saw how worried Roy was. His silence told them more than any words he could have said.

 

   “Roy?” Captain Stanley finally broke the silence of the room. “What did the doctors say?”  Roy did not move or reply.  “Roy?” Hank said again and placed a hand on Roy’s shoulder to get his attention. He snatched his hand away when Roy let out a yelp and jumped away. Roy’s face had gone pasty white. He stood in surprise, looking at the men around him. 

 

   “You okay, Roy?” Hank Stanley asked in concern. He watched as Roy gingerly reached up to rub his aching shoulder. “When did you get hurt?” Hank asked, exasperated at Roy for not mentioning his injury. “Just as bad as Johnny!” he thought.

 

   “It’s nothing, Cap. I think I might have pulled some muscles when I caught Johnny.”  Roy turned away to try and hide how bad he was hurting, but Mike Stoker saw the look that crossed his face and stepped up to the paramedic.

 

   “Don’t you think you should have that shoulder examined? I suspect if it were Johnny you would be insisting on it.” Mike watched Roy’s expression as disbelief crossed his face, then a watery smiled of defeat.

 

   “Chet, go get one of the doctors and tell them we have another patient for them,” Hank ordered.

 

   Marco stood watching, wishing he could do more than just be there. He whispered a silent prayer for his two friends.

 

   “Come on, pal, let’s get you to a treatment room so the doctor can have a good look at that shoulder,” Mike said to Roy. Captain Stanley nodded his agreement and opened the door for the paramedic.

 

   “After you!” Hank said.

    

 

   Dr. Brackett looked at Roy sitting on the exam table. His face twitched in annoyance. “Why didn’t you let us know when you got here that you were also hurt?”

 

   “I was concentrating on Johnny, keeping him stable. I didn’t even remember hurting my arm until Cap touched it a few minutes ago,” Roy explained.

 

   Brackett sighed, “Dixie, get x-ray back down here and let’s get some pictures of this shoulder. I just don’t understand how you guys do it!”

 

   “Do what?” Roy asked in surprise.

 

   “You worry like crazy if one of the others get hurt, but let yourself get hurt and you never say a word!” Brackett told him.

 

   “I guess we just don’t ever think our own injury is bad enough to warrant help.” Roy tried to excuse himself.

 

   “Well, just don’t let it happen again. I would expect something like this from Johnny, but you surprised me!” Brackett told him, gruffly.

                                                                                                                                                                                                    

 

   Dixie stood next to Johnny’s bed. She reached out and brushed a stray lock of hair from his forehead.

 

   “Come on, Johnny. Wake up. You’ve been asleep long enough.”

 

   Johnny lay quietly in the bed, unmoving and unknowing, about the people who were waiting to see him. He floated in a see of tranquil darkness, warm and safe. Something began to disturb his sleep. A soft voice and a gentle hand beckoned him from the safe haven of the darkness. He stirred restlessly, not wanting to break the calm. He heard the voice again, no; it was a different voice, deeper and more insistent. He stirred again, this time seeing a dim light. He tried to focus, but the effort was too much and he drifted back towards the darkness.

 

   The voice called again. Johnny felt something touch his shoulder. The voice called again, more demanding and a little harsher. He frowned and tried to turn away, but something held him. He began to struggle.

 

   “Johnny!” he heard. “Johnny! Don’t struggle! You’re safe!”  His eyes fluttered, once, twice, then slowly opened. He looked into the face of Dixie McCall.

 

   “What happened?” Johnny asked.

 

   “You tell me,” Dr. Brackett said as he entered the room.

 

   “Dr. Brackett? Am I at Rampart?” Johnny asked.

 

   “Yes, you were brought in about two hours ago,” Brackett told him. “You have a broken leg and broken arm as well as a dislocated shoulder. We’re sending you up to orthopedics to set the arm and leg. They’ll also put your arm back in socket.”

 

   “Oh, great! I guess that means I’ll be here a while,” Johnny said glumly. He looked around the exam room. “Where’s Roy?”

 

   “Roy is in treatment one. Seems he caught you when you fell and did some damage to his own shoulder,” Dr. Brackett told him.

 

   “Roy’s hurt?” Johnny asked. “He’ll be alright, won’t he? Did anyone call Joanne? Oh, man! It’s my fault!” Johnny said, trying to get off the exam bed.

 

   “Where do you think you’re going?” Dr. Brackett asked as he restrained the upset paramedic.

 

   “I gotta go see Roy, tell him I’m sorry!” Johnny said, struggling harder against the doctor.

 

“Roy’s going to be fine! You need to lay here and stay quiet! You’ll both be going up to orthopedics.

 

   “You can see each other once you get into a room!” Dr. Brackett angrily said to the agitated man.

  

 

   Roy looked over at his sleeping partner. Johnny had his uninjured arm lying across his eyes. He gently snored, still under the influence of the painkillers he had been given earlier.

 

   A soft knocked interrupted his thoughts. He looked up as his wife looked around the door. He smiled at her and waved her forwards, into the room. She quickly joined Roy at his bedside, then glanced over at his sleeping roommate.

 

   “How’s he doing?” she asked quietly.

 

   “He’ll be okay in a few weeks. He just came in from having his leg and arm cast. They had to knock him out to set his shoulder back to rights, but at least he’s out of danger.”

 

   Joanne smiled and squeezed her husband’s hand. She tiptoed over to Johnny and gave him a quick kiss on the forehead.  Gently she brushed the one lock of hair that stubbornly refused to stay in place. She gazed fondly at her ‘third child’, then returned to Roy’s bedside where she leaned over him and kissed him soundly.

 

   “Next time you get hurt saving someone, you better tell the doctors!” she scolded.

 

   “Yes, dear,” Roy said meekly, ducking his head.

 

   “Don’t you ‘Yes, dear’ me, Roy Desoto!” Joanne continued to scold him. “You could have been hurt seriously, and the delay in treatment could have kept you from making a full recovery!”

 

   “You’ve been talking to Dixie, haven’t you?” Roy teased.

 

   “Well, just for a minute,” Joanne answered. “She told me to really scold you so you don’t do a repeat performance!”

 

   “Dr. Brackett came down hard on me too,” Roy told her. “Said he expected something like that out of Johnny, but I surprised him!"  Movement from the other bed made both people pause. They waited to see if Johnny was awake before talking again.

 

   “How long will he be out of it?” Joanne asked.

 

   “Dixie said he should wake up in about an hour. That was about forty five minutes ago, so I expect him to wake up any time.”

 

   “Poor Johnny! He’s always getting the worst end of the deal when it comes to rescues!” Joanne commiserated for the sleeping man.

 

   “Hey, it’s been almost two years since he last got hurt. I’d say he had a record going!” Roy told his wife. “No one ever said anything in case he was afraid he would be jinxed, but I guess he just ran out of luck on this one.”

 

   “Roy Desoto, I thought you didn’t believe in that kind of stuff!” Joanne said in surprise. “How many times have I heard you lecture Johnny about that nonsense!”

 

   “I don’t believe in it, but he does.” Roy glanced at his sleeping partner. Johnny was starting to moan as the pain medication began to wear off. “He’s waking up.”

 

   Johnny moaned once more. His eyelids fluttered, then slowly opened. He looked around, confused about where he was. He saw Joanne standing next to Roy’s bed, then memory flooded back to him.

 

   “Roy?” Johnny asked.

 

   “I’m here, partner. How’re you feeling?” Roy answered.

 

   “Umm, sore, tired and thirsty. Dr. Brackett said you were hurt!” Johnny tried to sit up to see his friend for himself, but gave up when pain lanced through his injured shoulder.

 

   “I’m fine, Junior. I dislocated my shoulder and tore a few ligaments when I caught you. You know, you’re heavier than you look!” Roy teased him.

 

   “Yeah, well, you’re no light weight yourself, ya know!” Johnny said with a chuckle. His mind began to clear more and more as the drugs in his system cleared out.

 

   Joanne rolled her eyes at the two bantering back and forth. She smiled at them; happy to know her two favorite men would soon be well and back to normal.

 

   “I’ve got to go. The kids will be home from school in a bit and I want to be the one to tell them their daddy has been hurt. I love you, Roy!” She gave him another kiss. “And you!” she glared at Johnny in mock anger, “Quit trying to fly without wings!”

 

   Johnny gave her a lopsided grin. “Yes ma’am!” he said.

 

   After Joanne had gone Johnny sat staring at the wall. Roy looked over and saw the frown on his friend’s face.

 

   “What’s wrong?” Roy asked.

 

   Johnny lay quietly, not answering right away. He glanced at Roy, seeing the bandage that circled his shoulder. He frowned, then shook his head. “I can’t believe you didn’t tell the doctors you were hurt! Man, I bet Cap chewed you out royally!”

 

   “Well, Cap didn’t do the chewing, at least not as much as Dixie and Dr. Brackett, but I was more worried about you. My hurt didn’t seem as important at the time,” Roy tried to explain what he had been feeling.

 

   “I guess I came close to biting the bullet on this one, huh?” Johnny asked quietly, as his memory of the ravine came back into focus. “Man, how did I end up in the girders?”

 

   “I don’t know, and I don’t care. I’m just happy you’re still with me. I’d really hate to have to break in a new partner!” Roy told him.

 

   Johnny grinned, “You’d probably get stuck with Brice!”

 

   Roy rolled his eyes and moaned in a dramatic way. Dixie walked in and frowned when she heard him.

 

   “Roy, are you in pain?” she asked, worried.

 

   “Yeah, pain caused by an inconsiderate partner!” Roy stated, glaring at Johnny, who had ducked under the covers to hide his grin.

 

   Dixie stared at the two men, one hiding under the covers. “Johnny Gage, be nice!”

 

   Johnny poked his head out and gave Dixie a wounded look. He splayed his hand across his chest and gave both a look of pure innocence, “Me? What did I do?”

 

   Dixie turned and stalked from the room, her errand completely forgotten.  Through the closed door came the sound of laughter. She smiled and headed back to her station down in emergency.

 

   Her two favorite paramedics were on the road to complete recovery.

  

Part 2